WHAT IF?

[DiscT]

*Just deleted this from my whatsapp status. I just know those people would only start snooping and gaslighting me.*

This world is so corrupt and it's like others want you to just accept it and see any other option such as euthanasia as a crazy idea.
WHAT IF I don't want to fight with others over resources? WHAT IF I don't want to become cold and cynical? WHAT IF I reject school, work and religions? Would I be wrong to decide to just end it?
I wonder if the advice I get is biased by people's instinct to survive. I wonder if the advice I get comes from the survivors justifying their survival methods to the younger generation to get them to do what they did. Put themselves (and their indoctrinated cultural beliefs) above anything and anyone else in order to survive. IF, that is the case, this world is sick beyond belief (and extremely sad).

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that it's a perfectly valid way to feel, not wanting anything at all to do with existing. At least to me, it makes sense to want to prevent unnecessary suffering and take control over when I exit. Life really is something that is so useless to me and not worth enduring. People act like death is this terrible thing, but we are all just destined to die anyway and it isn't like the non existent can be harmed by anything. But the way that I see it, it's certainly insane expecting everyone to carry on existing just because some people want to, they should have no right to force their life valuing beliefs onto others.