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samoyedlover

Member
Sep 25, 2024
17
The thought that death may not be the end or doesn't guarantee peace is killing me. No one knows what happens after death. What if find my self in worse life. What if I relive the same life. I am going crazy because of these thoughts
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
I honestly believe it all just stops once the brain dies. Which is sad for me in some ways. Sure would be nice to be with my mom and my dog again. Oh well, going from the life I'm living to "nothing" will at least stop the pain in my brain (anxiety, depression, etc etc).
 
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Ethernatuskoi

Trying to Recover / Leaving
Oct 24, 2023
207
Each person has their own beliefs and different views of what happens after death. Some believe in new lives, and others believe in nonexistence. I personally believe that there is something after death, I just don't know exactly what it is. It's a completely natural fear, human beings are afraid of the unknown. But I hope it's something good, especially for those who are in constant suffering, but the idea of ceasing to exist is also valid. In the end, it's all very uncertain.
 
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Catscratch

Member
Oct 2, 2024
31
It is a normal philosophy and existentialism question. I have the same feeling like you. What if my soul living in eternal and my mind will be forever? But i am focus more on science, not religion. The scientists said that our awareness is from our brain, so when we die, the feeling is like... "before you were born", or "sleep without dreaming". There is a term for it either, "Eternal oblivion". You will be in rest forever. And sooner or later, all of us will be gone. We cant avoid our destiny. So, dont afraid!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,349
Death is natural occurrence for everything unconscious matter and conscious matter. Death and destruction means evolution in the universe. There's nothing bad about death - anyway, death will occur naturally - sooner or later! There's no escape!
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Death is just permanent non existence. Consciousness comes from the specific arrangement of atoms that make up the brain and, once this specific arrangement of atoms is no more, consciousness is gone and will be gone permanently
 
ghost-shock

ghost-shock

Member
Oct 21, 2024
69
The thought that death may not be the end or doesn't guarantee peace is killing me. No one knows what happens after death. What if find my self in worse life. What if I relive the same life. I am going crazy because of these thoughts
We all die anyway. Even if it was worse, we are all going to experience it at some point.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,099
No matter what I'll always believe it to be peace, and peace from this cruel, futile existence that only ever caused me to suffer is all I hope for, all I wish for is to never exist again, under no circumstances would I wish to be burdened with this existence, ceasing to exist is all that could ever be desirable to me. Existence always felt like such a terrible mistake to me personally that just caused endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, all I wish for is to be permanently unaware of it, I wish for all to be finally gone for me.
 
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Live and Let Die

Live and Let Die

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Mar 15, 2023
90
honestly, i dont know. it could just be nothingness. which is hard to fathom. not existing. you are not there and thus nothing is there for you to exist in. its confusing and hurting my brain lol. if not peace, then dull
 
lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
388
The thought that death may not be the end or doesn't guarantee peace is killing me. No one knows what happens after death. What if find my self in worse life. What if I relive the same life. I am going crazy because of these thoughts
This is my biggest fear too. Even if it would be a relatively good next life, I don't want it. The pain is too much, it's inevitable, no no no no no. I want nothingness. Dark. Not a single thought ever again.
 
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