I guess looking back I didn't ever really want anything specifically. I guess I just wanted everything to be easy. I didn't even want to be a real person, even though I oftentimes would wish that I were one. I guess I just wanted to be able to lie down and let the world take care of itself and me. I guess I just didn't really want to have to try.
I guess I just wanted all of this to be a dream, but I keep waking up here instead of my bed.