What haunts you??

[wanttodie]

my life

 

[Worthless_nobody]

The fact that I ruined my own life 5 years ago today. I had the world but i threw it away. Because i was dumb threw away my soul mate and all the happiness i could have had. I often wonder if i had not done what i did would I be happy? I would have never met the horrible people who abused me and raped me.

 

[Mark Edward]

My childhood.
In 1984 being incapable of telling a girl I cared deeply about that I loved her.
Making some very poor financial decisions in mid-life and their outcome.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

The thought of how upset my family will be after I CTB. The fact that i'm not close with my brother even though we were close in childhood.

 

[Allpainnogain]

The horrid decisions I made which consume me all day every day with guilt shame and regret

 

[JadedGray]

My entire life. I wish I had ended it a long time ago. The only fears I have now are either not succeeding and being stuck here indefinitely, or ending up in some purgatory after I die where I'm stuck like this for eternity.

 

[LastFlowers]

The mistakes and decisions I made or were made for me which closed many doors that could have led to a different ending, a life worth living.
Not being able to go back in time is a ghost that will never leave me until I'm gone. I didn't start out great either but there was a time when Hope was not all lost.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Neglect...

 

[Xena]

I failed the 1 true thing that mattered: my little sister, whom I swore to protect.
That, and antidepressants.
Sometimes I wonder if I died on New Year's and went to hell.

 

[Please_stop]

My mistakes, all of them

 

[Sanguinius]

to be an ideological teenager who has lost itself between all the ideas of Liberté, Égalité et Fraternité.

 

[noonetoo]

Existing, not being good enough.

 

[Midnight]

18 or so years of depression... I thought i was at wits end a decade ago but now i'm just a working/walking corpse... The light is on but nobody is home. Not a tear shed for more than 15 years. It's as if my mind is designed to wring out this body as long as possible without killing it. I don't make much sense anymore. I have multiple things at the root of my depression but none as extreme as most above .. i can only feel sorry for the people who have had it worse than me and still wander this earth.

 

[marcusuk63]

Being born me