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failedmind

failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
208
for me, usually nothing and i cry myself through it. or feel numb and do nothing but doom scroll. but sometimes my morning coffee helps. or sleep. maybe a video game. its all temporary though of course
 
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ihatemealot

Member
Jun 8, 2026
6
for me, usually nothing and i cry myself through it. or feel numb and do nothing but doom scroll. but sometimes my morning coffee helps. or sleep. maybe a video game. its all temporary though of course
I do games on my iPad and feel bad 😢
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
503
Listening to music, going on walks at sunset... try to numb myself as much as possible and pretend I'm a robot, as weird as that may sound.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Paragon
Nov 26, 2025
970
Browsing Sasu . Coffee in the morning, tea in the evening. I have a 9 to 5 job that helps ff the day.
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
16
for me, usually nothing and i cry myself through it. or feel numb and do nothing but doom scroll. but sometimes my morning coffee helps. or sleep. maybe a video game. its all temporary though of course
For me, it's excessive drinking or video games. Sometimes if I have enough energy I try to cook myself something nice since I really enjoy cooking. What video games do you like?
 
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iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
94
absorbing any and all types of media and leaving it playing in the background so i can't form a single thought (doesn't work) and also reading through SS
 
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stay_gold

stay_gold

Member
Dec 13, 2025
32
getting stoned out of my gourd and bullshitting on my computah :p
plus drinking, although that's something im supposed to be cutting back on xD
 
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tomatobastard

tomatobastard

LowLife
Jun 8, 2026
13
Drawing, writing, music, daydreaming, video games, pibbles
Pibble GIF
Dog Rango GIF
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,960
Doomscrolling
 
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failedmind

failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
208
absorbing any and all types of media and leaving it playing in the background so i can't form a single thought (doesn't work) and also reading through SS
i do the same, i need something constantly in the background
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

Student
Jun 4, 2026
161
for me, usually nothing and i cry myself through it. or feel numb and do nothing but doom scroll. but sometimes my morning coffee helps. or sleep. maybe a video game. its all temporary though of course
Laughing. Trying to make stupid jokes, about life, reality, and myself
 
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creepoftheeast

Member
Sep 10, 2019
19
for me, usually nothing and i cry myself through it. or feel numb and do nothing but doom scroll. but sometimes my morning coffee helps. or sleep. maybe a video game. its all temporary though of course
lately reading other people's stories on here is all I can relate to, and it helps to not feel so alone and isolated about how I feel. Some days are better than others, but this site helps to take my mind off the urgency to jump off a bridge, or something.
 
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Oiled Sandwich

Oiled Sandwich

Lazy Aspiring Demonolator
Jun 10, 2026
50
Sleep, daydreams, and mlp horror AUs.
 
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jstark2021

jstark2021

New Member
May 5, 2026
1
Steam games, youtube, songs of ice and fire, occasionally painting and exercising
But it won't make me hold on.
I real hobby is making:
armor, knives, crossbows, muskets , guns or Take an adventure away from humans
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,832
The days of this torturous, dreadful and cruel existence will pass no matter what which is all I wish and hope for, all I want is true permanent peace from the torture of being burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

All I want is for this torturous, futile existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, it's just so terrible how humans impose this existence at all and cause all this dreadful pain and suffering all for the sake of it. To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me, I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings and I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep so finally I can be at peace.
 

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