broken serenity
Student
- Sep 26, 2025
- 102
I've been smoking weed and taking dxm tabs. Nothing crazy. But also not sleeping much and maybe taking both too often. Daily.
Anyways who even am i? I like been so high all the time to cope with thoughts and feelings that i couldn't sleep so I goes to the bar, (keep in mind, she's been building herself up despite her depression and despite her burnout throughout this addiction by just faking it, and it's working) and there's no security (her usual social maneuver to default chat with) so she just chills with the lonely girl outside cuz they both hate loud music. And low-key basically just made friends cuz we both neighbors and free at the same times.
How am I so smooth when I'm absolutely out of it like brown-out and I've never been like this in my life. I can't tell you how many times I've fucked up and said something stupid and omg I might have a friend :')
But like yeah kinda like dissociation I guess or like whatever state of mind this is I'm just so much more me and it's annoying cuz society wants something way way different... IDK anyways just rambling here but thought I'd post for once.
Love y'all ( ꈍᴗꈍ)(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
Anyways who even am i? I like been so high all the time to cope with thoughts and feelings that i couldn't sleep so I goes to the bar, (keep in mind, she's been building herself up despite her depression and despite her burnout throughout this addiction by just faking it, and it's working) and there's no security (her usual social maneuver to default chat with) so she just chills with the lonely girl outside cuz they both hate loud music. And low-key basically just made friends cuz we both neighbors and free at the same times.
How am I so smooth when I'm absolutely out of it like brown-out and I've never been like this in my life. I can't tell you how many times I've fucked up and said something stupid and omg I might have a friend :')
But like yeah kinda like dissociation I guess or like whatever state of mind this is I'm just so much more me and it's annoying cuz society wants something way way different... IDK anyways just rambling here but thought I'd post for once.
Love y'all ( ꈍᴗꈍ)(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
