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Venting What do you want to be when you grown up?

witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
162
Anything other than a depressed, CTB-ideationing loser living with his mom and approaching the age of 30.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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gardenhouse

Student
Mar 26, 2026
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I'm a grown up already, never thought I would be here and not wanting to exist anymore.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,656
Shockingly i never considered this enough
Ever
I don't know what people do. Discuss with family? Friends?
Just never mapped out life. On any level. In the moment only.
So incredibly stupid. That level of stupidity should just be put down. Forget everything else. That alone should be the end of me.
 
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Asya

Asya

See you at the curtain call.
Mar 17, 2026
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