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Discussionwhat do you want to be on your mind when you'll CTB?
Thread starteranopenwound
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What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?
What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?
Maybe something like what it was like before I born, and thinking about stuff like this universe will also day one day, and death is part of the life.. Stuffs like this probably
The former. I would hope that it is all positive and the only possible distress would be from the physical symptoms I have to endure. But with SI, who knows. I do know that I'll be thinking "I hope this fucking works" a lot throughout the process.
What would give me the most peace is knowing that eternal non-existence follows death. That my plan will succeed, and that I won't endure any symptoms beyond what I am expecting. These three things would be all I need. But none are guarantees. The first, no one knows what happens after death. The second, my chances of success are very good, but no method is 100%. And the third, well, every person's body is different so there's no telling how mine will react.
I just want to think about how soon I'll be at peace, free from this cruel, torturous existence with all finally forgotten about for me, I just want death to bring me peace from all this suffering, I only hope and wish to never exist again, ceasing to exist truly would be the only relief for me, I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would have wished for.
To answer my own question: I wanna think about how good my friends' lives will be without me. It's gonna be nice, going knowing that I finally did the right thing.
What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?
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