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lilin

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Nov 22, 2020
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I'm not going yet, but need to have the plan ready just in case. Please take a look at it and help me judge if everything's fine.
9 am: -itopride 50 mg
3 pm: -a light meal
6 pm: -50 mg itopride + 6.5 mg thiethylperazine + 20 mg famotidine
7 pm: -a light meal, start fasting
-delete everything shady from my phone and computer, log out from all accounts, delete all blogs on blogspot and tumblr (diaries), files etc.
1 am: -50 mg itopride + 6.5 mg thiethylperazine
4 am: -20 mg famotidine
5:30 am: -paracetamol 1000 mg (or ibuprofen 400 mg... not sure which one will prevent the headache better??)
-2 rennie antacids
-40 mg propranolol (maybe 60 mg? I want to prevent super-fast heart rate caused by sn, but I'm also scared that too much propranolol will knock me out and I'll faint which will make me unable to drink backup glass if I vomit - I only weight 47kgs)
5:45 am: -50 mg itopride + 6.5 mg thiethylperazine
-clean phone and computer browser history etc.
6 am: -start preparing sn (a few backup glasses too)
6:15 am: -put phone far away from my bedroom
6:25 am: -put a little benzocaine gel (20%) in mouth to numb my taste buds
6:30 am: -drink 25 g sn + 200 mg crushed propranolol / 50 g water
 
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damaged_soul

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Jul 30, 2022
199
Wait how much propranolol are we supposed to use? I'm less than 47 kg
 
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damaged_soul

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Jul 30, 2022
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PPH says 400 mg of propranolol (pills crushed into sn drink) but I'm certain it'd be too much for me
What would happen if we have "too much"? Would we throw it up like how if we have too much SN?
 
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lilin

lilin

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Nov 22, 2020
92
What would happen if we have "too much"? Would we throw it up like how if we have too much SN?
Well I'm not sure but since propranolol lowers your heart rate, I think that taking too much would cause your pulse to drop so much that you'll faint/fall asleep. What I'm afraid of is fainting right after drinking first sn glass, then vomiting while unconscious and not being able to drink the second glass.
 
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damaged_soul

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Jul 30, 2022
199
Well I'm not sure but since propranolol lowers your heart rate, I think that taking too much would cause your pulse to drop so much that you'll faint/fall asleep. What I'm afraid of is fainting right after drinking first sn glass, then vomiting while unconscious and not being able to drink the second glass.
Hmm. I suppose we could do some experimenting. Whenever my heart rate gets super high, I'll take some propranolol and see what happens. I'll repeat this until I find an optimal amount.
 
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lilin

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Nov 22, 2020
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Hmm. I suppose we could do some experimenting. Whenever my heart rate gets super high, I'll take some propranolol and see what happens. I'll repeat this until I find an optimal amount.
That's a great idea, I'll probably have to do it too
 
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