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Phoenix

Student
Feb 27, 2021
153
I'm a cutter. However it's just not fufuilling my 'needs' right now. I can't seem to always cut deep enough. I use a double edge razor blade which used to cut fairly deeply now it seems to just be scratching or leaving minor open cuts.

what do you use for deeper self harm?
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
A rope at the moment, cutting I don't do anymore I like to put the rope right around my neck and pull it hard and then yank it side to side so it makes a rope burn.
 
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Mellowness

Mellowness

Member
Feb 22, 2021
18
I'm also a cutter. Most of the time I use either a pocket knife or a blade from a sharpener. I prefer the blade of the sharpener, it's small (I can basically hide it anywher), but I can also cut deep enough with it if I push a lil harder.
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
yeah cutting it used to be a little blade i pulled out of a razor but now scalpels (i ordered them in the event i end up slashing my neck)
 
ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

Wizard
Jan 22, 2021
622
A rope at the moment, cutting I don't do anymore I like to put the rope right around my neck and pull it hard and then yank it side to side so it makes a rope burn.
Please be really careful doing this. You could get into trouble easier than you think
 
Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
307
A brand new box cutter. Used to use double sided razors but I needed to feel something more
 
BornBrief

BornBrief

Student
Dec 21, 2020
143
Alcohol... Food... If I'm upset I hit myself. I had to stop cutting a long time ago since it made me feel worse to have permanent scars on my body, especially if I was intimate with someone. Some people ignore them but others ask and it's super uncomfortable to address.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
Depends on what you consider as self harm. Only 1 do I do optinionally and that's cutting. However during an episode I bash my head off stuff, scratch my neck until it bleeds and/or pinch myself until it leaves a nice indent (no blood). While the last 3 would also count as self harm, I'm not doing it optionally. I actually fear brain damage at this point I've hit my head so hard and on so many things I wish I'd stop.
 
ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

Wizard
Jan 22, 2021
622
I feel so sad reading this. I do so many different types of self harming for different feelings and situations. I'm 40 years old and I still can't stop
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,207
Just my thoughts are enough to act as a form of self harm. My mind is very overactive and there is no way to calm down. I have never gravitated towards an physical method though.
 
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elfgyoza

elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326
I use double edged razors too, I switch it out about every 4th time so I'm not using something too blunt
 

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