Are there things that you would have wished to do or see before you leave this life, things that are not enough to keep you from leaving but things you regret not to have experienced?
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):Nothing for me really. I'm sure there were things I dreamed of in past but can't remember bow. Just so disinterested in life that there's nothing and nowhere that appeals to me. I don't care about any of it. Just want death, nothing I want to experience anymore.
What about you ?Last edited:Upvote 1I'd like to have been in love (I think,) although maybe not if it would have ended in heartbreak. That's the main one. But yeah- I've probably got too much of a fairytale idea of it. Plus, it can't be good to still feel suicidal even with a partner. I really want less ties to this earth rather than more. What about you @rozeske ? Any regrets or missed opportunities?Upvote 0
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on the top of the very long list comes experiencing independence, experiencing love and relationship (with all it brings with it) and being a mother, although probably wouldn't have been the best idea given my upbringing and my current mental state.Upvote 0
Having a child with the love of my life before she died. Maybe the child would keep me from leaving. I would have a living part of her to look after. But on the other hand they wouldn't have a happy life losing their mom so young. So maybe it's best that I'll never know what it's like to be a father.Upvote 0I was avoiding having to say on the top of the very long list comes experiencing independence, experiencing love and relationship (with all it brings with it) and being a mother, although probably wouldn't have been the best idea given my upbringing and my current mental state.
Oh, sorry- I've wormed it out of you... I try to comfort myself by telling myself they aren't genuine regrets. They are based on fairytale ideas that likely wouldn't work for me in real life. In fact, I could have ended up in a worse state! Sometimes that helps. Like an auto correct type thing.Upvote 0
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Just wanting some peace
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Nothing as in my case I'd never want to experience anything no matter what, I just want eternal nothingness, all that comforts me is the thought of being unconscious for all eternity. Existing as a conscious being has only ever caused me suffering and that's why I'd be relieved to not exist, I only wish to not exist as after all I cannot be harmed by the absence of everything, I simply wish for this existence to be permanently forgotten about, I see nothing desirable about suffering in this existence that caused nothing but pain and was always so futile for me in the first place.Upvote 0Similar threads
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