cowbain

cowbain

teach me empathy
Jul 16, 2019
143
My face and how fat I am. That I've been traumatized so much because it makes me feel as if something is fundamentally wrong with me and like I'm defective. That I don't know how to be normal. That I can't connect with others. That I suck at communicating. That I can no longer function.
 
ugly_loser2008

ugly_loser2008

Member
Jul 30, 2018
73
I hate everything about myself, I'm a pile of shit - I look like shit, got shit for brains and I feel like shit. If there was a way to drown myself in the toilet I would.
 
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Saddaisy

Student
May 16, 2020
146
I wasn't good enough to keep my boyfriend/life partner committed to me. I'm so worthless the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with decided he wanted a cheap skank for a few nights and he doesn't even respect me enough to admit it.
 
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azdertex1598

Member
May 27, 2020
37
I hate my ugly face and body
I hate how I fail at everything I try
I hate my country
I hate my posture
I hate my personality
I hate my voice
I hate my hair
i hate my weakness to commit a hanging/jumping suicide
i hate the way i think
i hate how i push away everyone
i hate that i wont graduate
I hate people
I hate how we need to compete with each other to get anything:
to get a job, to attract someone, to get join a university, to accomplish something.
I hate how people lie, how people BETRAY
I hate politicians
I hate inequality of the world
I hate how we need to pretend we are something we aren't
I hate how people are so selfish
I hate how people feelings changes so fast
I hate how people are not responsible
I hate how society judges everybody
I hate how people are hypocrites
I hate how people are jealous
I hate how people have the necessity of being accept
I hate how society care about superficial things
I hate my sensibility
I hate how dumb i'm , have difficult to learn anything
I hate the fact that i'm not mature
I hate how anxious and insecure I am.
I hate with my pessimistic and negative views of almost everything.
I hate how low my self-esteem is.
I hate how I can't see good points about myself (if I have any).
I hate how pathetic and weak I am.
I hate how I struggle to articulate my speech, sometimes just let sentences unfinished or unclear.
I hate how sometimes I make snarky remarks without thinking the consequenses.
I hate how shy I am.
I hate I don't have any artistic talents or skills.
I hate that I've indirectly killed someone.
I hate no matter how hard I tried, I still can't fix myself.
I hate how my traumas keep me from become a better person.
i hate how poor i'm
i hate my family
i hate my past
i hate my mental issues
i hate failure i've done in my life
i hate to remember people from my past
i hate inability to focus
i hate the state of my mind who's always stray
i hate my exestence
i hate my retarded mind
i hate how lazy i am
i hate my childhood and remembering it
I HATE THAT I HAD COPIYED EVERYTHING BECAUSE OF MY INABILITY TO WRITE IT AND MY NEED TO USE GOOGLE TRANSLATE BECASUE OF MY POOR ENGLISH .
 
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