milknife02
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- Aug 13, 2024
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I read, write, nap, make coffee and use Pinterest when I am not at work. That is it. I clean, take showers, do laundry. I do literally nothing else.
I like ur nameWork ( I get there 3-4 hours after the others started), watch youtube, and sometimes go for walks where I ponder about existence and having been born male.
I used to go cycling, or play video games for hours on end, but they've gotten stale.
Damn, respect, you are a very strong person, to be able to work all day while feeling depressed, that's true strength right there.I work all day, Go home, cook occasionally read. For the past two years I was on a "book high." All I did was read in between work and home. But as my depression kept growing I stopped doing everything I like. I barely cook anymore, I don't even read, I don't play video games, I only listen to heavy metal and Indie music, I hate being outside. I hate being around people. I hate being around kids. And when I'm at work. I'm the sweetest most happiest person. And the few times when I can't hide my feelings my co-workers look at me like I should be admitted. I've been going to theraphy for almost two years now. And I've tried everything to feel better. I came to the realization that nothing I do will ever change how I feel. And I've been fighting this war for far too long. The only time i'm not stressed out is when I'm
planing for the end. (Sorry for the long story.)
^^what they said.browse this forum