What do you guys do all day?

[M0D]

Sleep/wake/sleep some more/rise and shine/it's marijuana time

 

[Strumgewehr]

Awesome recommendations. I have never listened to doom metal before ( I mostly listen to power, thrash, classic, death and prog metal ) and I absolutely loved those albums, especially the first one. Can you recommend some more ?

Heil Doom! If you haven't heard Candlemass- Epicus Doomicus Metallicus your life is a wasted. Glad you enjoyed forest of shadows for the masterpiece it is. You can't go wrong with any of his album. It's melodic doom metal and it's mostly "feel sad" genre. Some melodic doom metal songs:
- Agalloch- Odal
-Lethian dreams- Elusive
-How like a winter- A flower that sears in silence
-The foreshadowing- Eschaton

Other non melodic but still great/ emotional doom songs/albums
- Draconian: Sovran '15
-My dying bride :Sorrow of words.
-Type O Negative: October rust
-Funeral: Tragedies
-Saint Vitus:Born too late
-Count raven: Scream

The second one I recommended earlier, Book of the kings FULL ALBUM VERSION is more like an psychedelic experience. You get into the mood first an sit back, probably with lights off and drunk or just while going to sleep or looking at old photos. otherwise it will just sound boring.

While Thrash, Death etc show energy and speed, Doom shows sheer Power.Think of it this way, if Thrash is storm and lightening, Doom is earthquake. The sheer mass of it is soul crushing, overwhelming, undeniable and inescapable. If want the power (not energy) and heavyness, check out the following:

Electric wizard: Funeralopolis, Time to die
Sunn O))): Aghartha
Sleep : Dopesmoker

 

[millefeui]

I'm not employed (haven't been for a long time) and dropped out of school a long time ago, so just leech off my parents & rot in my bed all day. Surfing the internet, beating off, or playing video games here and there.

Same, except for the masturbation bit (I have next to no sex drive). Dropped out of college in 2012, haven't been employed since 2014. All I do is leech from my mother and from a friend who helps me with funds sometimes. I have actually begged for my mother to send me off her home, but she refused every time, so I accepted my fate as a leech until I am finally free to commit suicide.

 

[Pallf]

I'm not employed (haven't been for a long time) and dropped out of school a long time ago, so just leech off my parents & rot in my bed all day. Surfing the internet, beating off, or playing video games here and there.

Are you me? Only difference is that I got kicked out instead of dropping out.

 

[M0D]

Same, except for the masturbation bit (I have next to no sex drive). Dropped out of college in 2012, haven't been employed since 2014. All I do is leech from my mother and from a friend who helps me with funds sometimes. I have actually begged for my mother to send me off her home, but she refused every time, so I accepted my fate as a leech until I am finally free to commit suicide.

(I have next to no sex drive).Curious.Is this due to medication ? For me it was due to prozac.Goodbye prozac ... Hello marijuana
My sex drive is back.

 

[millefeui]

(I have next to no sex drive).Curious.Is this due to medication ? For me it was due to prozac.Goodbye prozac ... Hello marijuana
My sex drive is back.

Not really. Women generally have a lower sex drive than men. Plus, thinking about this kind of stuff is kind of pointless to me.

 

[soundwave]

Heil Doom! If you haven't heard Candlemass- Epicus Doomicus Metallicus your life is a wasted. Glad you enjoyed forest of shadows for the masterpiece it is. You can't go wrong with any of his album. It's melodic doom metal and it's mostly "feel sad" genre. Some melodic doom metal songs:
- Agalloch- Odal
-Lethian dreams- Elusive
-How like a winter- A flower that sears in silence
-The foreshadowing- Eschaton

Other non melodic but still great/ emotional doom songs/albums
- Draconian: Sovran '15
-My dying bride :Sorrow of words.
-Type O Negative: October rust
-Funeral: Tragedies
-Saint Vitus:Born too late
-Count raven: Scream

The second one I recommended earlier, Book of the kings FULL ALBUM VERSION is more like an psychedelic experience. You get into the mood first an sit back, probably with lights off and drunk or just while going to sleep or looking at old photos. otherwise it will just sound boring.

While Thrash, Death etc show energy and speed, Doom shows sheer Power.Think of it this way, if Thrash is storm and lightening, Doom is earthquake. The sheer mass of it is soul crushing, overwhelming, undeniable and inescapable. If want the power (not energy) and heavyness, check out the following:

Electric wizard: Funeralopolis, Time to die
Sunn O))): Aghartha
Sleep : Dopesmoker

Thank you so much for the recs!! Gonna check em out right now.

 

[itsallover]

The same as you I just waste away my days on the computer researching my illness while waiting for doctors appointments and then also suicide methods in case everything fails.

 

[SexualChocolate]

Sleep.Eat.Shower.Browse the Internet.Occasionally porn(If i get some time alone).Watch movies.Watch tv.

 

[Susannah]

Can't work because of severe pain after accident. So I watch series, workout (boxing), practice tai chi, and listen a lot to music, both for joy & theraphy.

 

[Matty]

Think of ways to die

 

[Dead_Inside]

Lay in bed.... wake up drink and abuse my favorite drug.... realize I quit my job without figuring anything out.... self harm and then back to sleep. If I have the energy I will look at forums like this .... and research how to kill myself successful this time.

 

[Ice Poseidon]

Play Old School RuneScape

That game gives me nostalgia. Cx

 

[Severen]

Amen. The burden of constantly pretending, constantly feigning fitting in, is like a 100-lb weight strung about your neck. It's both exhausting & painful. Worse yet, you can't be honest about your feelings. Because, though it escaped me, someone has proven that certain feelings and tastes are "wrong." And speaking as someone who HAS BEEN civilly committed, I'd rather have a tooth extracted without novocaine. Never, ever again.

I was honest once to social workers about being suicidal. They just called the cops on me and I was forced go to a emergency psych ward and then to a normal psych ward... And I was trapped there like a prisoner for several days. And those experiences did not have a positive impact on my life...

 

[Final Escape]

I get up around like 6:00 or 7am lol! I been too depressed to go buy a damn coffee pot so I been making instant coffee yuck and not very potent. Then I tell myself I'm gonna write out my thoughts for a bit but often I just turn on the computer and watch some YouTube. I know this is part of the problem I have no schedule or discipline. I have an unusual job so I work for myself but it makes me unhappy which yea it's one of the problems but I feel trapped. So my schedule revolves around me mostly and what I do is meaningless. I waste a lot of time, I take a low dose of adderall and this only adds to my issues surely. Yet I've had trouble quitting.

 

[Final Escape]

I was honest once to social workers about being suicidal. They just called the cops on me and I was forced go to a emergency psych ward and then to a normal psych ward... And I was trapped there like a prisoner for several days. And those experiences did not have a positive impact on my life...

That almost happened to me too. My stupid friend called the cops on me bc she blew something I said out of proportion. Two cops showed up and I had to convince them I was fine. Luckily they bought it

 

[Peekaf]

Nothing meaningful. Play video games if I can bring myself to do it but I mostly just think about death and the best ways to die.

 

[Dead_Inside]

That almost happened to me too. My stupid friend called the cops on me bc she blew something I said out of proportion. Two cops showed up and I had to convince them I was fine. Luckily they bought it

That is exactly what I am worried about happening ... I haven't even bothered trying to get "help" because I am sure that is how it's going to go.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Games/movies and internet

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I was honest once to social workers about being suicidal. They just called the cops on me and I was forced go to a emergency psych ward and then to a normal psych ward... And I was trapped there like a prisoner for several days. And those experiences did not have a positive impact on my life...

But these are the same "professionals" who tell us to be honest or "to seek help." So long as we have money to pay them, of course. And so long as their professional standing isn't threatened. I've heard many clinical psychologists and psychiatrists proudly talking about firing patients who seemed suicidal to protect the professionals from any liability. :/

 

[cozy]

Pretty much sit at home in front of the computer all day.

 

[JayZT]

Everything I do bores me now... Thinking of suicide and music is a short realease.

 

[ForestDuck]

Nothing exciting, just waiting patiently for my N to arrive, soon as that's here, I'm on a one way trip to the other side, I can't wait!

 

[EuroMan]

I having bad depression,anxiousness,social anxiousness.
I nothing do really.One interest have only karaoke.I always want to be singer.This is my favourite song to karaoke.

I loving this song

I don't want to loosing you tonight
You the only thing that matters
I don't want to loosing you this way
Just need you looooovvveeeeeee

 

[icky]

Video games and overeating with the occasional grocery store run. I said I'd start working and learn to drive this Summer but I've been saying that for 10 years now. My only friend is ghosting me, something I don't hold against him because he might be in an isolating depressive state, so my only interactions for the past couple of months have been texts with my brother and hugging my cat. I feel myself growing crustier and more useless with every passing day.

 

[Gangrel]

I work all day, get home tired and be on the computer. During the weekend i try to do something to no avail and just give up and dread the next week. Vicious depressed cicle really.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

 

[restingplace]

I don't work. I mostly play video games all day but even that is starting to bore me. I'm curious what you guys do?

As boring as it sounds I sleep and listen to music

 

[opheliaoveragain]

semingly pointlessly apply to jobs, talk to the couple friends I still have, read stuff on here, watch youtube, and plan plan plan.

 

[willitpass]

Since having to take a leave of absence from work, not much. I go to class two days a week. Between then I ignore my responsibilities. I no longer do class assignments, it's a miracle I'm passing so far this semester. I generally lay in bed, scrolling through here. Occasionally I'll switch to researching methods (despite already having mine picked out) or finding the suicidal corner of other parts of the internet. I put on Youtube videos but lately never make it more than 5 seconds in before zoning out. I listen to music, usually about suicide or death. I self harm, which is wearing my body so thin I don't have the energy to do much more than lay around. I think about food nonstop and will browse DoorDash for hours for food I will not allow myself to eat. I write in my journal. I think about writing suicide notes but never actually do it. It's not much of a life.