Help What do I do?

[Innereye]

For the past year my health has been deteriorating I have been getting shortness of breath that worsens by the day (sleeping is near impossible) constant nausea and vomiting. I havent been able to eat. I have had many tests and all that's came up was a "small" hiatus hernia. Ive been to doctors appointments and the emergency room constantly. All they do is check my vitals and send me home. and when im not doing that, i'm in bed writhing in pain hardly able to breathe. Ive went to see specialists and they just send me home and up my medication that does nothing.

I dont want to die but the pain is so bad, I miss bare-minimum physical health. Simple things I used to do for fun is impossible, Even things like sitting down and playing video games hurts too much to do anymore.

 

[Sensei]

I'm sorry to hear that you're in such pain. I understand that it must be very taxing, but I'd say that it's a bit premature to discuss death as an option. Have you ruled out the possibility that it can be psychosomatic?

 

[Innereye]

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I'm sorry to hear that you're in such pain. I understand that it must be very taxing, but I'd say that it's a bit premature to discuss death as an option. Have you ruled out the possibility that it can be psychosomatic?

most definitely. Ive never imagined an illness before and Ive been sitting on it for awhile now thinking it wouldn't get worse. I was in a great mental place and I didnt worry. Its only now that i cant get out of bed or drink water that im considering escape options.
Im not the first person that has been through this either. Ive seen many stories of people experiencing the exact same hell im going through with trying to seek treatment for this.

 

[Sensei]

most definitely. Ive never imagined an illness before and Ive been sitting on it for awhile now thinking it wouldn't get worse. I was in a great mental place and I didnt worry. Its only now that i cant get out of bed or drink water that im considering escape options.

That's unfortunately not a guarantee that it's not psychosomatic. Maybe you should ask for a psychiatrist to look into it. If it really is physical, which I would guess that it is, you should probably see different doctors to get a second opinion. There are so many rare and elusive ailments and illnesses that one physician can't know them all. I once suffered from a seemingly serious ailment, although not as serious as yours, and they could simply not figure out what it was. Then I met another physician who could identify it and ordain proper treatment at once. Problem solved. I'm not saying that it will be that easy for you, just that you should consult more than one physician if possible.