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020x

Suffering will end when the existence does.
Jul 6, 2023
249
What the title says.
 
Kawaii_Shoujo215

Kawaii_Shoujo215

Eternal Torment of Thy Flesh-Prison
Jul 27, 2022
31
"Why yes, I would like to know how to make the endless pain stop, tell me now"
 
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Jealous Blackheart

Jealous Blackheart

A Well Read Demon
Aug 25, 2023
247
Daelyn Rice found Through-The-Light and I found this.
 
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TheMetalhead

Experienced
Aug 18, 2023
206
'' The best suicide methods ''
 
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ihatethisplanet

ihatethisplanet

Member
Jun 21, 2023
73
My life is over and I need help getting out of here.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Tired of life.
 
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兎の耳

兎の耳

The ghost of a girl who never lived.
Aug 3, 2023
148
I'm too tired to keep on going, and have too much hurt to believe it will get better.
 
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Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
Started as looking for threads of a friend who committed suicide, that I may better understand why he chose to leave.......
 
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annointed_towers

annointed_towers

I’ll cross my heart, I’ll hope to die
Dec 9, 2022
355
I accidentally cursed God and the Trinity in a moment of rage.
 
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smokingfish99

smokingfish99

Member
Jul 25, 2023
41
I want to feel less alone, I'm ill and suicidal without much hope left
 
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carac

carac

Banned
May 27, 2023
1,115
I googled "How to cut my femoral artery"
 
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Suspect_Device

Student
Jul 10, 2022
149
Deep, excruciating, unreconcilable physical and mental pain.
 
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Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
168
I can't take this horrible abuse anymore and I miss my Mum.
 
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mono

mono

I hope my last breath is a sigh of relief.
Jul 11, 2023
49
I saw the video posted by Tentacrul and I thought this place would be great to find suicide methods
 
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front of me

front of me

Experienced
Aug 3, 2023
289
Losing my ex
 
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
323
My physical and mental decline due to hormonal imbalance, injury, and drug addiction.
 
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passivethought121

passivethought121

Specialist
Jun 11, 2023
323
Mental exhaustion and a google search on "best position to hang self".
 
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stillmirenai

stillmirenai

everything is fragile.
Mar 29, 2023
292
Found this website through Tantacrul's hit piece, and since I love hearing about people's life experiences, and want to learn how certain people deal with the situations in their life, I signed up.
 
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etherealgoddess

etherealgoddess

perseverance is inevitable success
Dec 8, 2022
301
I was trying to backwards-search for suicide methods. I would search up "man suicides by" or whatever different phrases would be in a news article about suicide, and I would read through lots of them to see what they used. I ended up finding an article that was a guy who was apparently in a suicide forum, and the family was apparently trying to shut down the forum. I ended up searching a lot more for what the suicide forum was, and I realized it was this one. It matched.
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
756
(Not) Wanting to die.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,310
In a moment of total desperation and hopelessness and being ready to CTB at any moment I searched for a community that might understand me and my decision.
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
756
In a moment of total desperation and hopelessness and being ready to CTB at any moment I searched for a community that might understand me and my decision.
& now we're caught in purgatory 🐻‍❄️
 
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Ineedthis

Member
Jul 28, 2023
79
I looked up uncensored suicide forum
 
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bgd2022

bgd2022

Member
Dec 12, 2022
19
Was looking for a bus route.
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
500
To use least energy left leaving a last testament thread, then immediately terminate my life.
 
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Borderline

Borderline

Borderline Personality Disorder
Aug 8, 2023
79
Life brought me here.
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
636
looking for a way out
 
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ayaneechan

ayaneechan

Angelic Demon
May 7, 2023
53
I used to lurk methods since 2018
 
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AJwantsToGo

AJwantsToGo

♡ Your Average Bad Person ♡
Feb 24, 2023
40
My existance is cursed for me and everyone around.
 
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ApathyToLife

ApathyToLife

Send in the clowns.
Aug 18, 2023
56
Already a goner mentally. Now need to take care of the physical husk I was unwillingly put into that wouldn't let me go already...
 
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