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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
I plan for it to be long and detailed, maybe with audio recording of myself reading it. It'll be encrypted to prevent cops & strangers from seeing it.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,686
It is unnecessarily long and drawn-out - like most of my forum posts here. It is more similar to a badly-written novella than a note, and it reads like a rant instead of a simple explanation for why I want to end my life.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,794
If I was to write a note, it would just explain my reasoning for what I am doing. It may give those that see it peace of mind that I am now in a better place. It would also be a way to make peace with my own thoughts, it is an mental preparation for doing the act, there is an sense of finality about writing a note.
 
JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Cringey, after some thought and I always thought I won't leave any note I started writing one on my computer but it is dumb.
 
NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
I have written testament, lifetestament, suicidenote and letters to all evil people I know, who deserve it.
 
Bergamot

Bergamot

Sorry babe i love you..
Jan 25, 2021
125
One note only for my GF bcz she's one of the reason of my ctb, the other people who know me already know the reason of my depression and why I i ctb
 
dss262

dss262

Member
Nov 23, 2021
74
Very long. My reasons for leaving, my abnormal views on life, etc. It's very cathartic for me, to get everything written down. I'm sure my words will just be twisted though, or written off as the ramblings of an insane person.
This is why I'm probably not leaving anything