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Felodese

Felodese

Experienced
Mar 31, 2024
295
I have my stuff set up.
I've thrown away stuff I don't want people to find afterwards.
Deleted browser history (it'll have to do).
I've left instructions about funeral arrangements and stuff like that.
Letters have been written and text messages are ready to be scheduled.
Am I missing something on my list? 🤔

Also, any suggestions on what to do with my (I hope) last hours?
 
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zerocontrol

zerocontrol

You fell, then you died. Maybe someone cried.
Jan 25, 2024
47
What I'd personally do is also completely format drives on my computer.
 
Felodese

Felodese

Experienced
Mar 31, 2024
295
What I'd personally do is also completely format drives on my computer.
Probably a good idea, but feeling too lazy 😂 Did remind me that I have an external drive I should throw away, though...
 
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deletedaccount30982

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Mar 10, 2020
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I plan on sitting there with music playing while reading through old journals and going through my photo album. Reminiscing on the life that failed me that I will be leaving behind. Maybe text the few friends I have left to have a few last lighthearted conversations. Scroll through here a lot. If my method didn't involve overdosing on pills I would have a good last meal, but I want my stomach to be mostly empty to ensure rapid absorption, so that one won't be on my list. Maybe I'll go on one last walk out in nature, see the sun one last time. Who knows.
 
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Felodese

Felodese

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Mar 31, 2024
295
I plan on sitting there with music playing while reading through old journals and going through my photo album. Reminiscing on the life that failed me that I will be leaving behind. Maybe text the few friends I have left to have a few last lighthearted conversations. Scroll through here a lot. If my method didn't involve overdosing on pills I would have a good last meal, but I want my stomach to be mostly empty to ensure rapid absorption, so that one won't be on my list. Maybe I'll go on one last walk out in nature, see the sun one last time. Who knows.
I like that. It sounds nice and peaceful.
 
nir

nir

27/F/Canada
Aug 18, 2024
308
I have my stuff set up.
I've thrown away stuff I don't want people to find afterwards.
Deleted browser history (it'll have to do).
I've left instructions about funeral arrangements and stuff like that.
Letters have been written and text messages are ready to be scheduled.
Am I missing something on my list? 🤔

Also, any suggestions on what to do with my (I hope) last hours?
Are you still with us?
 
Felodese

Felodese

Experienced
Mar 31, 2024
295
Are you still with us?
Unfortunatly, yes
I have until tomorrow evening to do it in my prefered place. This might become just another failure... 😣
 
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Felodese

Felodese

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Mar 31, 2024
295
Another failure
It's just more and more pathetic each time
Why can't I just die?
Why is this so fucking difficult?
 
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