What are you supposed to do with your last hours?

[Felodese]

I have my stuff set up.
I've thrown away stuff I don't want people to find afterwards.
Deleted browser history (it'll have to do).
I've left instructions about funeral arrangements and stuff like that.
Letters have been written and text messages are ready to be scheduled.
Am I missing something on my list?

Also, any suggestions on what to do with my (I hope) last hours?

 

[zerocontrol]

What I'd personally do is also completely format drives on my computer.

 

[Felodese]

What I'd personally do is also completely format drives on my computer.

Probably a good idea, but feeling too lazy Did remind me that I have an external drive I should throw away, though...

 

[willitpass]

I plan on sitting there with music playing while reading through old journals and going through my photo album. Reminiscing on the life that failed me that I will be leaving behind. Maybe text the few friends I have left to have a few last lighthearted conversations. Scroll through here a lot. If my method didn't involve overdosing on pills I would have a good last meal, but I want my stomach to be mostly empty to ensure rapid absorption, so that one won't be on my list. Maybe I'll go on one last walk out in nature, see the sun one last time. Who knows.

 

[Felodese]

I plan on sitting there with music playing while reading through old journals and going through my photo album. Reminiscing on the life that failed me that I will be leaving behind. Maybe text the few friends I have left to have a few last lighthearted conversations. Scroll through here a lot. If my method didn't involve overdosing on pills I would have a good last meal, but I want my stomach to be mostly empty to ensure rapid absorption, so that one won't be on my list. Maybe I'll go on one last walk out in nature, see the sun one last time. Who knows.

I like that. It sounds nice and peaceful.

 

[nir]

I have my stuff set up.
I've thrown away stuff I don't want people to find afterwards.
Deleted browser history (it'll have to do).
I've left instructions about funeral arrangements and stuff like that.
Letters have been written and text messages are ready to be scheduled.
Am I missing something on my list?

Also, any suggestions on what to do with my (I hope) last hours?

Are you still with us?

 

[Felodese]

Are you still with us?

Unfortunatly, yes
I have until tomorrow evening to do it in my prefered place. This might become just another failure...

 

[Felodese]

Another failure
It's just more and more pathetic each time
Why can't I just die?
Why is this so fucking difficult?