People who set a date, what do u do till the day? How do u feel? How do u manage?

[Spaghettii]

Hi SaSu, a noobie here.

After hours and hours of searching, i finally found the SN website and placed an order. Hopefully it'll take 2-3 weeks to deliver and i don't plan to keep it sealed any longer.

While I'm super excited, I'm worried abt the package not delivering, or getting into some trouble with customs, or failing with SN and the consequences... idk... those kind of anxiety inducing thaughts that u can't do anything about.

However, now that i know I'll have the means sooner or later, and I'll finally get to do what I've been thinking about for the past 20 years, I'm feeling... empty. I don't know what to do now. I'm obviously better in this moment that I've placed the order but... what am i gonna do in these weeks?
It's not like I'm gonna stay anymore. I just want to sleep the days and not think about anything. I just want to run away from all the thaughts in my head. I thaught I'll get a break from the insanity around me but I'm still feeling very much lost.

How do u guys pass through ur final weeks?

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

For me it's my final months, not weeks. Until then life goes on as normal. When the time gets closer, I will start organizing my stuff, will do a few things for the last time, e.g. eat my fav food, etc.