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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
246
I have a few videos but I may delete them. Leaving notes/videos make me think of them reading it and it gives me SI. I don't know what I want.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
Nothing, except for maybe a paragraph and some regret.
 
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blue-roses-rest

Member
Jan 23, 2025
5
I have scattered momentos and such. I have a tea set I wanna give a piece to each of a few close friends.

In terms of goodbyes, few paragraphs, I don't want them to blame themselves, and that I don't regret it.
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
I think a note and a few other stuff i don't really know yet but not much.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Money
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
My beloved Violeta, a 1993 Suzuki Swift GTi tuned to around 400 HP on race fuel and 250 on pump gas, it's for my best friend who always had my back on everything I did with cars.

A lovely book collection, a ton of car magazines, and a relatively valuable collection of 1:64 die-cast cars.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
An eternal curse to my family.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
Organised affairs, nothing material or of value to give unfortunately, at least they won't have to deal with debt or issues. They also won't have to do any sorting of things or throw away anything as I've done that 🙂
 
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DoneWithThisLife

DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
73
I'm leaving my late mum's jewellery to my niece and any of my jewellery she would like. I've written notes to niece and nephews, sister:devil: and husband.
 
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before20

before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
119
Maybe a note. It would be short. All my savings I'd give to my family in Venezuela.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
922
Money, car, house and all its contents.
 
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IsolatedChaos

IsolatedChaos

Member
Dec 25, 2024
61
I have a friend who needs a top surgery, along with other transition-related thing, and isn't getting it yet because it's expensive and he'll need to afford both the surgery and a couple months of rent to recover. I'm planning on handing all I've got in my bank account to him. I've saved up quite a bit, been working hard since I was 14, and actually managed to save some for college. Since that isn't happening anymore, I'd love for him to get it. I want to help him feel like himself.
 
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80d1mebag$$$

80d1mebag$$$

Boomin’ like Alicia keys
Feb 2, 2025
20
for my friends: my record collection
for my family: my dog
 
Grav

Grav

Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
879
A note. Wife gets all the usual stuff. Friends get to pick through my hobbies and take what they want.
 
Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,933
The relief & reprieve of no longer needing to consider me in this life. To be done with the burden that is my existence.
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,114
They can do whatever they want with my all my material possessions, I will no longer be there to worry about them. My beloved collections of mechanical pencils, action figures, watches, mangas and books...

I set aside money for my cremation, I'm not interested in having a funeral.
 
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Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
472
I have a few videos but I may delete them. Leaving notes/videos make me think of them reading it and it gives me SI. I don't know what I want.
I would like to leave everything for my godchild (a nephew), my savings, some shares, my apartment, ... but the Belgian state would probably take 70% of that.
 

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