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Drowningindespair

Drowningindespair

Killing myself one day
Nov 16, 2025
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As the title states. All my friends left. Seeing them so happy with their other friends while I'm left on read or not seen at all makes me feel so lonely. My family makes things worse again and I still feel like cutting or killing myself. Not looking for friends on here but I just feel like venting. I don't expect anyone to care or read this but it feels a lot better to be on here. No one understands and I hate that. I have no one. I wonder if now would be the time to kill myself. My family isolates me as well and I cannot make any friends or leave at all. It's not like I have anyone who'd care if I died anyway.
 
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meatballlover

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Feb 23, 2026
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Wow found someone with the same problem. Personally i gave up on finding happiness alone, i'll be glad if you do though, sending hugs
 
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Breadkey

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To be honest no one truly ever cares, they just say they do. The earlier you realize the less you'll latch onto people.
 
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