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unusally alive

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Jun 4, 2024
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video games? music? other things? what is it


Edit: Ok for some reason people assume im asking what you are going to miss after you are dead which doesn't make sense??? but im talking about BEFORE obviously....
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,086
Nothing, because I'll be an unconscious corpse.
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

Mage
Oct 10, 2023
529
My mum, dad, and sister.
 
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AbusedInnocent

AbusedInnocent

Enemy brain ain't cooperating
Apr 5, 2024
255
How the hell do you miss anything when you're dead?
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
conversations with others, routes I enjoy traveling, music
 
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blacklemonade

blacklemonade

Member
Jun 22, 2024
16
when its done, there will be nothing to miss for me, its more the thought of my loved ones, that makes me sad at times, thinking of not seeing them again.
 
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ADBoy777

ADBoy777

Student
May 16, 2024
183
The way she could make me smile anytime, no matter how I feel
 
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i dont think the question is really asking once youre dead but more so looking back on your life after you've made the decision/going through with it.

off the top of my head i'll miss; my sister, my parents despite the traumas, my cat, animals and nature, connections i've made that mean a lot to me, music, photography, art and writing poems
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,360
The smell after it rains. Birds splashing about in the bird bath. Rainbows. Food. Music. Films. Games. The nicer elements of having a crush on someone.
 
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lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
traveling, my niece growing up, accomplishing anything in life, my family continuing to all succeed massively without me, new food, new music, new drugs etc
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
My favourite music and food, tv shows, sleeping, Sitting in nature, the sound of birds, cats and dogs, coffee, video games.

There are a lot of other things that I wanted to try as well, but of course I won't miss them because I never tried them in the first place.

Life has some beautiful things, but they are not enough to endure this amount of suffering.
 
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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
460
Everything. But I'm missing that now so no big loss there.
 
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Promised Heaven

Promised Heaven

Eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
744
Conversations with friends, the arcade, ice cream, and cuddles.

Sort of the reason I'm still alive today, I love them too much to go, despite it all.
 
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ForsakenShadow

ForsakenShadow

Member
Jul 22, 2023
29
The fleeting feeling of belonging that I occasionally experience… although it's always followed by unbearable loneliness and inadequacy so maybe I won't miss it xD

Also the music that I'll never get to hear
 
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avalonisburning

Laugh again with me
May 12, 2024
153
Nothing worth sticking around for.
 
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jbear824

jbear824

F*ck humanity. Let's end this.
Jul 4, 2023
407
My partner, my friends, food, video games, weed. Watching conservatives fail.
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
966
I'll miss the family, video games, parks, nature, music and food.
 
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