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gayboy300
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- Aug 28, 2025
- 9
I've been making my plan to ctb for some time now. I've decided that when I've finally had enough, I'm going to
1. Find some way to middle America, multiple states away from where I live now. I'm gonna ditch my phone and wallet along the way or just leave them at home. I don't want to drive for obvious reasons when it comes to identification
2. Rent some cheap hotel for a few days to delay my body being found
3. Follow through with the SN method, no note
I want everyone that knows me to be under the impression that I just disappeared in the middle of the night and never returned. I don't want my university to publish anything. I don't want my family to be informed of my death.
I have a few piercings (septum, ear lobes), but I don't think they're specific enough for identification. No tattoos. I've never been involved in any legal trouble, so I don't believe my fingerprints should be in any type of database. I did have a small dental procedure done in my childhood, but I haven't been back in years and I heard that dental records can only be used for confirmation, not identification.
Am I overthinking this? What's the chance that some random police department will notice it's a suicide when they see the SN and all the other pills and just move on without attempting to identify the body or family?
1. Find some way to middle America, multiple states away from where I live now. I'm gonna ditch my phone and wallet along the way or just leave them at home. I don't want to drive for obvious reasons when it comes to identification
2. Rent some cheap hotel for a few days to delay my body being found
3. Follow through with the SN method, no note
I want everyone that knows me to be under the impression that I just disappeared in the middle of the night and never returned. I don't want my university to publish anything. I don't want my family to be informed of my death.
I have a few piercings (septum, ear lobes), but I don't think they're specific enough for identification. No tattoos. I've never been involved in any legal trouble, so I don't believe my fingerprints should be in any type of database. I did have a small dental procedure done in my childhood, but I haven't been back in years and I heard that dental records can only be used for confirmation, not identification.
Am I overthinking this? What's the chance that some random police department will notice it's a suicide when they see the SN and all the other pills and just move on without attempting to identify the body or family?