Whaattt I'm not dead!

[Mooshi]

Hii, I doubt anyone here remembers me but I was a member awhile ago, then I disappeared, but I'm back aaahhh.

Basically I escaped an awful situation and things got better for awhile. I discovered this thing called shifting, and I decided to respawn. I'm not sure if anyone knows what that is or believes in it but , it's like becoming aware of another universe. Shifting/respawning is probably the only reason I'm not dead, because I was like... well... if there's another way out then... But, it's been so so long... And I've been falling into a bad place again. I just don't know what to do. I didn't think I'd still be in this place, but here I am, still here.

It's not like I can be completely honest with anyone in my real life... I attempt to respawn every night, but I find myself waking up here, thinking I might have to seriously consider ctb again because... I just can't be here. I feel so alone, and this is the only place I've ever felt I could be completely honest.

I hope I just respawn, but... I'M GETTING DESPERATE! ALSO not to mention I got rid of my SN and I looked everywhere and it seems barely accessible anymore UGHRHYDJD but yknow whatever I'll find some other way

Anyways hello everyone again!

 

[FuneralCry]

I've never really heard of respawning before apart from I saw someone else on here write about how they wish for it but anyway I hope you eventually find what you so desperately search for, it's so cruel to me how options of methods like SN just get restricted.

 

[alonely]

Hello, welcome back, I don't remember you because I am new lol

Shifting sounds interesting, have any resources on it that you would recommend to someone who is new to the idea?

 

[shantyizlit]

ALSO not to mention I got rid of my SN

I can relate I had finally gotten some stupidly potent opioid which would for sure kill me, and I let the psychiatry convince me to get rid of it..
So now I'm back to square one.. I can't seem to find it anymore.

 

[SVEN]

Welcome home, always welcome.

 

[tropicalrain]

Shifting sounds interesting, have any resources on it that you would recommend to someone who is new to the idea?

I also am curious about this

 

[Mooshi]

Hello, welcome back, I don't remember you because I am new lol

Shifting sounds interesting, have any resources on it that you would recommend to someone who is new to the idea?Shifting

♡a complete guide to shifting♡ | ☁️ desired reality 🍒 Amino

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aminoapps.com

You may have to download the amino app if you don't have it already, I'm not sure though. Lmk if it doesn't work.

 

[cheese.out]

Welcome back, shifting sounds really interesting and I also got into lucid dreaming and astral projection a time ago. It always feels like an other dimension without any pain and limitations. Hope everthing comes together for you