Were you destined to fail?

[youremy]

How many of you feel that ever since a point very early on in your life, you were sent to ride down a set of rails that would inevitably lead to your life becoming a complete trainwreck?

This could be due to abuse, neglect, financial hardship, death of a caregiver.

On the contrary, how many of you feel that things were relatively okay, that you had potential - with some minor or significant setbacks - but nothing that a person couldn't overcome, and that you had to go out and fuck it all up?

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

The glory of a single celebtated successful person

Is paid by the faillures of a million others around him that tried to succeed as he did

No one is set up. The chances were always there. But stupid ppl bougut into the idea that they could be that single 1

Often these stupid ppl have kids and impose their expectations on the children

and that is the reason why it feels destined

 

[whatsleftover]

i think im a bit of both. I have some congenital defects, some health problems that came about due to my negligence. I do believe, however, that most people could have done these "negligent" things and still turned out fine, I just get the dick-in-mouth end of the stick.

 

[Oiled Sandwich]

Destined to fail. Unfortunately, I grew up with the introverted belief that you could live as a one person island. That's far from the truth. Unfortunately, you have to be social with people, because support networks mean everything in the system. The system isn't designed around being able to do everything by yourself.

Couple this with the fact that if what you enjoy to do in life doesn't generate money, have fun trying to find coping methods working jobs you hate/tolerate for the next 40 years of your life when you get out of high school. If you enjoy working with numbers, accounting might be the career for you. If you enjoy art or working with animals, boy, you are in for a hard time.

 

[dirkw83]

Yes, a lot of bad things happened to me that were outside of my control at all.

 

[Salkak]

I did have some potential but eventually I started getting scared of everything, failure. So scared that I would get panic attacks. The world has stopped for me ever since my issues began. I feel life is too much work and I am unable to do it. In a way I am destined to fail

 

[itsgone2]

Generally yes. Too many defects.
Frustrated I didn't see them all earlier. But just too limited and flawed even to do that.
I'm embarrassed. Not all was my fault but still embarrassed. Many must have noticed I was off.
It was never going to work out though. I take responsibility for my actions but I didn't know i had a personality disorder.

 

[Salkak]

Generally yes. Too many defects.
Frustrated I didn't see them all earlier. But just too limited and flawed even to do that.
I'm embarrassed. Not all was my fault but still embarrassed. Many must have noticed I was off.
It was never going to work out though. I take responsibility for my actions but I didn't know i had a personality disorder.

I feel this too. I have a personality disorder too

 

[Charly]

Destined to fail, even though i thought i had potential. But it was no more than an illusion, i just realized that i was nothing special around my twenties. More than that, i probably have defective intelligence and extremely poor executive functions, reason why im still alive and couldnt manage to do anything decisive to off myself.
Have always been isolated and socially inept and even now i try to hide from others because im too much of a wreck for having anything to do with people. Im a dumb neet with a big ego who failed. Nothing positive can really come from being in touch with me.
Also, first post. Hi.

 

[endboss]

Life became hard when my father first developed schizophrenia. About 14 years later I got it, too. It's a horrible horrible illness and there is no real cure.

 

[idkwatimdoinghere]

How many of you feel that ever since a point very early on in your life, you were sent to ride down a set of rails that would inevitably lead to your life becoming a complete trainwreck?

This could be due to abuse, neglect, financial hardship, death of a caregiver.

On the contrary, how many of you feel that things were relatively okay, that you had potential - with some minor or significant setbacks - but nothing that a person couldn't overcome, and that you had to go out and fuck it all up?

I wanted to believe that i was in control of my life, that destiny was whatever i made it to be but idk abt that anymore. I was bullied for being stupid, defied that by putting no effort into my academics and graduating with honors. I thought they were just insecure, but now that i got fired from my job, i feel like they were seeing something in me that I was too stupid and too arrogant to see. Now that i look back, maybe it was out of concern that they did that. If i ended my life as an achiever maybe my parents wouldn't feel like they failed, but if i kill myself as an adult who has achieved nothing that would just be embarrassing. I cant die like this, i cant do that to my parents but im not really living, i get up to drink and shit and feed my cat but thats it, i dont like it, im jobless and i dont want to be so pathetic but im also tired and i dont see a future where anything will ever work out for me.

Destined to fail, even though i thought i had potential. But it was no more than an illusion, i just realized that i was nothing special around my twenties. More than that, i probably have defective intelligence and extremely poor executive functions, reason why im still alive and couldnt manage to do anything decisive to off myself.
Have always been isolated and socially inept and even now i try to hide from others because im too much of a wreck for having anything to do with people. Im a dumb neet with a big ego who failed. Nothing positive can really come from being in touch with me.
Also, first post. Hi.

I relate to you, its exhausting. Trying your best and failing again and again.

 

[Exhausted546]

How many of you feel that ever since a point very early on in your life, you were sent to ride down a set of rails that would inevitably lead to your life becoming a complete trainwreck?

This could be due to abuse, neglect, financial hardship, death of a caregiver.

On the contrary, how many of you feel that things were relatively okay, that you had potential - with some minor or significant setbacks - but nothing that a person couldn't overcome, and that you had to go out and fuck it all up?

I don't know. I felt on top of the world at 21, was becoming a doctor,super ambitious and disciplined,great mindset,I was doing everything I could to make the most out of life.

Combination of fucked up health issues leaving me very vulnerable combined traumatic abuse that had the goal of breaking me psychologically by a sociopathic parent.... ended up breaking me,I failed out and was never the same again,I was absurdly broken and traumatized. All this would have been avoided if I had cut off my family, hardened my heart and moved out at 21.Or even after my collapse, I should have cut off my family and fully hardened my heart to everything that happened. I failed to properly do so, I'm the only one still paying the consequences 11 years later, that's my fault honestly.

 

[gonnaAbstract]

Ugh, yes... Ever since I was like 15 I've been acutely aware that I'm too weak for the world, and I've just been waiting to die of natural selection.

 

[bellaisdonewithlife]

Yes because I think that I was born with anhedonia, and one of the specialists I went to agreed with me that it seems to be neurodevelopmental, like how my brain developed because I can't feel pleasure or anything my whole life. There was not really any traumatic event that I went through in childhood. I also had possible signs of this autoimmune-like illness at 5 years old that no one caught, but it didn't erupt until I was 18. Asexuality is not a choice either, so it feels like I was doomed to a life spent alone with anhedonia, no dopamine, and an incurable autoimmune-like illness from the beginning. I discovered these issues around the time I was 18.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I don't even know what caused it, but my life was definitely destined to fail since my earliest memory. I remember being in extreme emotional distress in kindergarten every single day, crying every day asking the teachers when i can go home. then i would go home and feel despair. constantly frustrated that i couldn't feel joy or even a slight interest in anything. every day was torture.

every day is still torture. nothing ever got better. trauma made things even worse. i didn't even ask to be born and i was set up to fail miserably.

 

[Passenger4224]

How many of you feel that ever since a point very early on in your life, you were sent to ride down a set of rails that would inevitably lead to your life becoming a complete trainwreck?

This could be due to abuse, neglect, financial hardship, death of a caregiver.

On the contrary, how many of you feel that things were relatively okay, that you had potential - with some minor or significant setbacks - but nothing that a person couldn't overcome, and that you had to go out and fuck it all up?

I feel like I am destined to fail- I mean, I know I'm destined to fail. I was born with several mental disabilities that make a happy life unrealistic for me, even with everything else in my life being perfect.

Have you experienced feelings of being destined to fail?

Btw, noticed you are newer to this forum, just wanted to say I like the posts you've made! You ask great questions and make insightful points :) Sorry life has brought you here :/

 

[Malfunction]

I've always believed I was destined to fail.

I've also believed that I could survive.

But I'm tired boss..