Well life always brings you back down

[timetogo15]

I had a glimmer of hope last couple weeks but life always has a way of showing you it's true colors. I'm sitting in front of my SN. So much is going through my mind. I'm in shambles right now. I don't want to be here. I also want it to work. SI is there only because there's a few things in life I want I can never get it and I yearn for them. My plan is to do it this weekend. I have the place to myself. It's really now or never

 

[Ghost_fairytale]

Hope you finally find your peace if you decide to go through with it... Good luck!

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe that having hope often just leads to more pain when it's taken away which is why I'm glad that I've never had any. Life can be very cruel and disappointing after all. I wish you freedom from suffering.

 

[makethepainstop]

For some of us life bringing us down isn't a problem, it's a tradition!