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LastBusHome

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Nov 6, 2022
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I'm doing it tonight. I got my method down pat. It feels weird just sitting here, waiting to do it. I feel completely empty and kind of beside myself with guilt. It feels weird knowing my time's come but I'm glad I'm choosing to do this. Fingers crossed it's one and done because frankly I'm tired of this shit.

Edit: also to the mods or whoever: I'll be updating if I'm unsuccessful so I'd appreciate it if this account was untouched until this post is like 48 hours old. After that, have at it.
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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I am sorry it all comes down to this. Wish you peace and rest. What is your method if I may ask?
 
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StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
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I genuinely hope that the path ahead unfolds seamlessly, devoid of any hurdles or glitches, allowing you to discover the serenity you've long sought after. May your slumber be tranquil and eternal, granting you the peace you truly deserve. Rest peacefully. My dear friend.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Every good wish for a fast, peaceful journey and sweet, restful sleep.
 
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Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I wish you a pleasant and peaceful journey. May you find peace & freedom on the other side. Farewell and good luck.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's really understandable just wishing to be gone as existing certainly is so tiring, I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.
 
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The anhedonic one

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May 20, 2023
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I commend you for your bravery in facing your final battle.
Good luck on your final journey.
 
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May 6, 2023
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Hope you find peace
 
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LastBusHome

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Nov 6, 2022
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I am sorry it all comes down to this. Wish you peace and rest. What is your method if I may ask?
Night night is really the only accessible method for me so I went with that. Tried it a few times over the last couple weeks and I finally got to a point where I can consistently and reliably close off my carotids. That said, don't be an idiot like me lol. Nearly bought the farm too soon. They weren't kidding when they said it's lights out in less than like a minute.
 
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I genuinely hope that the path ahead unfolds seamlessly, devoid of any hurdles or glitches, allowing you to discover the serenity you've long sought after. May your slumber be tranquil and eternal, granting you the peace you truly deserve. Rest peacefully. My dear friend.
Appreciate you 🫂 I'm fucking tired bro.
 
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following the freezing moon
May 13, 2023
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i hope it won't be painful in any way. i wish you the best of luck and hope you find comfort in death's embrace
 
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Linda

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I'm doing it tonight. I got my method down pat. It feels weird just sitting here, waiting to do it. I feel completely empty and kind of beside myself with guilt. It feels weird knowing my time's come but I'm glad I'm choosing to do this. Fingers crossed it's one and done because frankly I'm tired of this shit.

Edit: also to the mods or whoever: I'll be updating if I'm unsuccessful so I'd appreciate it if this account was untouched until this post is like 48 hours old. After that, have at it.
I hope everything goes fine for you.
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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Thinking of you
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 

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