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A_Breath_Away

A_Breath_Away

Member
Jan 21, 2026
35
So ready... Do I drink weedkiller or wait until I can afford SN?

I'm planning on taking it gradually so it's not super obvious. I understand it's probably not a great way to go, but options are limited and I refuse to hang. It hurts too bad. Probably going to be more painful. Hope it's not excruciating.

I almost don't want anyone to tell me. It would probably be too much to handle.
 
muu

muu

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
Jul 27, 2025
104
taking it gradually would hurt way more than just taking it all at once.

besides, i don't think this is very viable… very painful and you can be saved with very bad damage to your body. i know how bad impulse can be though
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Student
Jan 11, 2026
119
At least prepare a rope - it could feel much easier because you will severely bleed. Drinking weedkiller can cause severe damage to the entire digestive system.
No way would I choose weedkiller over a rope - it takes seconds.
 
A_Breath_Away

A_Breath_Away

Member
Jan 21, 2026
35
At least prepare a rope - it could feel much easier because you will severely bleed. Drinking weedkiller can cause severe damage to the entire digestive system.
No way would I choose weedkiller over a rope - it takes seconds.
Was thinking about diluting it. It'll probably just cause ulcers but those can technically be fatal.
Any different household chemical I could try?
FUCK. I'll just have to save up for SN or Nitrogen.
 
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