Water intoxication

[Toobrokentofix]

I am trying to ctb. I am so unfixable. I am sectioned in hospital and can't access any other method. They're not observing me at 15 minute intervals as of today and I'm surrounded by ill people who actually need and deserve psychiatric help. I am a cunt who just can't handle how much of a cunt I am!! Can't find much info on death by water intoxication but figure it's gotta be worth a try as I have no other method here. Only managed 2.5l in last hour n really need to pee! I don't think this will work but at least no-one will know about it if it doesn't and if it does. I can disappear and stop ruining the lives of all the people who I've manipulated into believing I'm a good person

 

[lukas19]

I am trying to ctb. I am so unfixable. I am sectioned in hospital and can't access any other method. They're not observing me at 15 minute intervals as of today and I'm surrounded by ill people who actually need and deserve psychiatric help. I am a cunt who just can't handle how much of a cunt I am!! Can't find much info on death by water intoxication but figure it's gotta be worth a try as I have no other method here. Only managed 2.5l in last hour n really need to pee! I don't think this will work but at least no-one will know about it if it doesn't and if it does. I can disappear and stop ruining the lives of all the people who I've manipulated into believing I'm a good person

It's definately possible, a girl who drunk too much water whilst on ''E'', her brain swelled up too much and she died in Essex, UK.

 

[BadDragon621]

I believe it would be wiser to leave these plans for after you get out of the hospital, no?

 

[Toobrokentofix]

I believe it would be wiser to leave these plans for after you get out of the hospital, no?

I don't want my kids and my friends to think I'm better only for me to ctb anyway. It sounds like nothing bad will happen if it doesn't work and the staff will be non the wiser.

 

[BadDragon621]

I don't want my kids and my friends to think I'm better only for me to ctb anyway. It sounds like nothing bad will happen if it doesn't work and the staff will be non the wiser.

Now that you mentioned that you have children. Could you describe your relations with them?

 

[Toobrokentofix]

Now that you mentioned that you have children. Could you describe your relations with them?

Huh? They love me. But like I said already, I am a cunt. A selfish one too

 

[BadDragon621]

Huh? They love me. But like I said already, I am a cunt. A selfish one too

It's just that it sounds horrible to me that your children would lose a parent that they apparently love. Do you love them back?

 

[Toobrokentofix]

It's just that it sounds horrible to me that your children would lose a parent that they apparently love. Do you love them back?

They do. I do. But I am too fucked up and toxic.

 

[lukas19]

They do. I do. But I am too fucked up and toxic.

So you're saying they would be better off with you (their mum) is dead?

 

[Toobrokentofix]

So you're saying they would be better off with you (their mum) is dead?

In the long term yes. Probably once they get past shock They have their dad and lots of family and friends who will be there for them.