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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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Do you have any anxiety meds you can take to calm you down?
 
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Okami

Student
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Please know that you're not cowardly for hesitating. This kind of thing is harder than anyone could possibly imagine unless they've been in a similar situation. I'm really sorry that life has led you to this point. Wishing you happiness, wherever you go.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Sending you the biggest hugs right now. Whatever your choice is tonight we are all here for you.
 
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Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
guys i cant do it. i just cant. i will be homeless and left all alone. its not working. FUCK. icant even breath. FUCK. i cant take this. wtf. I cant do it. im too scrared. ill be holmess and aboneded. its soo hard. i dont want to. but i dont have it in me anymore. fuck. im just here crying. wtf.
im fucking done. wtf.
im fucking done . wtf
 
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Ghost2211

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guys i cant do it. i just cant. i will be homeless and left all alone. its not working. FUCK. icant even breath. FUCK. i cant take this. wtf. I cant do it. im too scrared. ill be holmess and aboneded. its soo hard. i dont want to. but i dont have it in me anymore. fuck. im just here crying. wtf.
im fucking done. wtf.
Is it SI or the method?
 
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Ramirez

Ramirez

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Jun 10, 2019
396
i swear i tried. but its not working. it sucks.
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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guys i cant do it. i just cant. i will be homeless and left all alone. its not working. FUCK. icant even breath. FUCK. i cant take this. wtf. I cant do it. im too scrared. ill be holmess and aboneded. its soo hard. i dont want to. but i dont have it in me anymore. fuck. im just here crying. wtf.

Sending massive HUGS. Oh Phil, no words anyone can say will make you feel better right now. Please try to sleep, we'll get our heads together and come up with a plan tomorrow x
 
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megafire

megafire

burn it down
Oct 12, 2020
89
im just here crying. wtf.
let it out, friend. let yourself feel everything, and let it out.

it doesn't have to be the end if you're not ready- and its really okay if you're not!! there are ways to get back on your feet, and to get support. you can build new bridges.
i think you need a good night's sleep and to feel the sunshine on your skin tomorrow morning. you can decide tomorrow- but for tonight, cry, and rest.
 
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CoalmineCanary

CoalmineCanary

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Jul 15, 2020
477
guys i cant do it. i just cant. i will be homeless and left all alone. its not working. FUCK. icant even breath. FUCK. i cant take this. wtf. I cant do it. im too scrared. ill be holmess and aboneded. its soo hard. i dont want to. but i dont have it in me anymore. fuck. im just here crying. wtf.
im fucking done. wtf.
im fucking done . wtf

If it's too frustrating, please reconsider as something may go wrong. Frustration can lead to error and adds to anxiety.

Remember we are here for you. :heart:
 
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Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
i cant stop crying. ill be stuck in here forever..i cant take this.
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
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i swear i tried. but its not working. it sucks.

Hanging isn't easy to get right, I've seen many say that they just can't get the correct position. So it's not just you.
 
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CoalmineCanary

CoalmineCanary

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Jul 15, 2020
477
You need a break like you said earlier. We will be here when you get back. :heart:
 
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Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
im so fucked now and i cant stop crying.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
im so fucked now and i cant stop crying.

*hugs* Everything will be alright. :heart: :heart: :heart: I have faith things will work out for you. Sleep, and come back tomorrow if you so wish to. You may think this is the case, but you are not alone one bit.
 
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CoalmineCanary

CoalmineCanary

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Jul 15, 2020
477
We're still here! :heart:
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
im so fucked now and i cant stop crying.

Phil, you're exhausted. Get into bed, cry if you want to, cry and cry until you sleep.

Come back tomorrow and we're all going to get our heads together to sort your situation out. You need more time, and an easier method.
 
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Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
thanks guys im so destroyed. i will try again tomorrow. i wont have much alc so thats the problem. im outta money but i wont loose my home anytime soon. idk how im gonna do this tomorrow or ever. i really dont wanna be stuck here for another 60 years.
 
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CoalmineCanary

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We'll be here tomorrow for you. :heart:
 
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Ramirez

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Jun 10, 2019
396
imma go to sleep. love you guys!
 
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_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
thanks guys im so destroyed. i will try again tomorrow. i wont have much alc so thats the problem. im outta money but i wont loose my home anytime soon. idk how im gonna do this tomorrow or ever. i really dont wanna be stuck here for another 60 years.
imma go to sleep. love you guys!

For what it's worth, I am happy you chose not to leave us tonight. You don't even have to leave tomorrow either. Talk more with us tomorrow, and we try to help you all that we can. :heart:

Hope you sleep well.
 
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x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
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thanks guys im so destroyed. i will try again tomorrow. i wont have much alc so thats the problem. im outta money but i wont loose my home anytime soon. idk how im gonna do this tomorrow or ever. i really dont wanna be stuck here for another 60 years.

Sleep well Phil, we'll chat again tomorrow. We're all here for you. You have friends who care about you, so please take comfort from that x
 
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CoalmineCanary

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Jul 15, 2020
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Hope you sleep well. Good night and see you tomorrow morning!:heart:

 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Sleep well Phil ❤️
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,236
It will be oke, I really do believe that. I'll burn a candle for you, I hope it's light will guide you to love and peace.

I'm so sorry life was this hard on you...
 
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megafire

burn it down
Oct 12, 2020
89
rest well <33
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Sleep well Phil, we'll chat again tomorrow. We're all here for you. You have friends who care about you, so please take comfort from that x
You supported him very well.

Goodnight Phil
 
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x~Sophia~x

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@Phil122
Hope you're OK Phil and you've managed to get some rest?
 
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stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
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imma go to sleep. love you guys!

Sleep well ... I just read your thread and if you are currently in Germany I'm sure there's ways to figure out how you won't become homeless...if that's what's scaring you the most rn.
Lots of online hugs and positive energy <3
 
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