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BackToLobby

BackToLobby

My bad, first time living.
Apr 9, 2024
80
I found it myself and it was pretty hard to be honest, it will take 9-13 days to arrive to my house.

Now that I see that the end is near, I feel bad for leaving my family with a problem that they will never be able to overcome. Im trying to stay alive as long as i can but its getting harder beacuse I dont have anything or anyone to enjoy life. I feel like nothing is going to get better because from now on I just have to dedicate my life to work.

I need to find antiemetics too. Any suggestions?

Also, what should I do in this days? I feel like I have done a lot of things in life and nothing has ever made me happy. Maybe i will burn my photos, become an organ donor and donate some clothes idk.
 
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bambibambam

bambibambam

𑄻𑄾 i’m on your side..!!
Jan 29, 2024
183
hi there! i ordered SN recently too and it's on its way. should arrive between the 15th-20th. i got some antacid too and ibuprofen. finding the antiemetic i need (meto) seems to be harder than getting the SN itself it seems. 🙃
 
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My bad, first time living.
Apr 9, 2024
80
hi there! i ordered SN recently too and it's on its way. should arrive between the 15th-20th. i got some antacid too and ibuprofen. finding the antiemetic i need (meto) seems to be harder than getting the SN itself it seems. 🙃
bruh T.T
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
 
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