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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

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Nov 13, 2020
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Is there any video of someone who documented their final ours after ingesting a SN solution ? I plan on using this method and would like to understand it better before going through with the process.
 
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ecliptic

ecliptic

take me to the afterlife
Jun 2, 2024
76
Yeah I would like to know as well.
 
jarik

jarik

Student
Jun 12, 2024
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I'm looking for it too
Is there any video of someone who documented their final ours after ingesting a SN solution ? I plan on using this method and would like to understand it better before going through with the process.
There are no videos about it
 
Mebius

Mebius

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Jun 13, 2024
183

Eyewitness account of a stream. Probably closest you can get.
 
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Iwashereonce

Iwashereonce

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Apr 25, 2019
353
There is one, a brazilian girl, but i cant find it anymore
 
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pulleditnearlyoff

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Apr 26, 2024
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I would film it if I take it.
 
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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

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Apr 5, 2023
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I have seen a video. It was very blurry and without sound.

However there are some people that watched someone take it and documented every time stamp possible with what's happening. So it might be worth to try to find that
 
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dopaminedeath

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Nov 12, 2022
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DeIetedUser4739

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Here's the link to several videos of SN overdose from the thread linked above, I don't know why there's like 10 different versions of varying lengths of the same video but the person doesn't look like they're in distress at all.


 
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cait_sith

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Apr 8, 2024
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Here's the link to several videos of SN overdose from the thread linked above, I don't know why there's like 10 different versions of varying lengths of the same video but the person doesn't look like they're in distress at all.


Yeah, I'm really surprised how calm she looks but also taken aback of how long it took for her to pass out. Really debating if this is right method for me.
 
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sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
710
Yeah, I'm really surprised how calm she looks but also taken aback of how long it took for her to pass out. Really debating if this is right method for me.
I'm curious to watch it, but also paranoid it will leave some strange image of someone dying in my memory for the long-term, and will become hard to erase it from my memory

What is the video like? Was there a lot of struggling involved for the person?
 
EternalSummer

EternalSummer

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Nov 13, 2020
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I'm curious to watch it, but also paranoid it will leave some strange image of someone dying in my memory for the long-term, and will become hard to erase it from my memory

What is the video like? Was there a lot of struggling involved for the person?
Its okay, shes is talking most of the time, she lays down in the end, and when things get real her phone falls down ans we cant see nothing anymore.
 
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sanction

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710
Its okay, shes is talking most of the time, she lays down in the end, and when things get real her phone falls down ans we cant see nothing anymore.
Wow, just watched it. It was surprisingly very easy to watch, as she seems like a friendly and chill individual, so it didn't give that freaky / scary feeling of someone dying. Just a very pure and natural human being. If anything, it just felt like she was gradually feeling a bit ill, or dizzy from getting drunk from alcohol, and then eventually tired and proceeded to pass out

It almost made it seem pretty easy and simple. But there was no sound to hear, since the video was muted. But overall, it didn't seem like she was in any sort of deep pain. Seemed acceptable. Glad she is at peace now
 
EternalSummer

EternalSummer

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Nov 13, 2020
275
Wow, just watched it. It was surprisingly very easy to watch, as she seems like a friendly and chill individual, so it didn't give that freaky / scary feeling of someone dying. Just a very pure and natural human being. If anything, it just felt like she was gradually feeling a bit ill, or dizzy from getting drunk from alcohol, and then eventually tired and proceeded to pass out

It almost made it seem pretty easy and simple. But there was no sound to hear, since the video was muted. But overall, it didn't seem like she was in any sort of deep pain. Seemed acceptable. Glad she is at peace now
Yeah, her user name was @StrawberryPanic I believe, she was so calm. The guy( user name: @user398417) who recordes it also killed himself shortly afterwards, using a much more violent and dramatic method. He hanged himself in a very busy highway, ill try to find the newsarticle from Brasil. He also had a twitter and instagram page that went kind of viral, especially in his city, his user name in instagram and twitter are the sams as in here.
 
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unusally alive

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But there was no sound to hear, since the video was muted
from the original post of the vid it said that the audio is corrupted, so there isnt a version with sound
 
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Yeah, her user name was @StrawberryPanic I believe, she was so calm. The guy( user name: @user398417) who recordes it also killed himself shortly afterwards, using a much more violent and dramatic method. He hanged himself in a very busy highway, ill try to find the newsarticle from Brasil. He also had a twitter and instagram page that went kind of viral, especially in his city, his user name in instagram and twitter are the sams as in here.
Wow, so she was actually from this forum. Interesting. And yes, she almost made it seem like she was just chilling and relaxing. She made it seem super easy and laidback. Although I'm sure there was probably some discomfort that we simply can't feel just by watching from a screen on video, but overall she handled it extremely well in my opinion. Almost made it seem too easy and comforting

Damn, why didn't the guy use SN as well? Maybe he had trouble obtaining it, or had personal reasons to go out in a more extreme way, probably wanted to make some sort of statement publicly

UPDATE: I Just found the thread that outlines her minute by minute reactions:

 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
Wow, so she was actually from this forum. Interesting. And yes, she almost made it seem like she was just chilling and relaxing. She made it seem super easy and laidback. Although I'm sure there was probably some discomfort that we simply can't feel just by watching from a screen on video, but overall she handled it extremely well in my opinion. Almost made it seem too easy and comforting

Damn, why didn't the guy use SN as well? Maybe he had trouble obtaining it, or had personal reasons to go out in a more extreme way, probably wanted to make some sort of statement publicly
This guys was built different, if you read his posts on twitter, i have never seen someone so sure of what they wanted to do. Search for his user name and you'll find more on him, people filmed him suspended after hanging, i dont know if he wanted to send a message or something, but it shocked the city a lot, it as a very busy avenue.
 
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sanction

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This thread was helpful thanks everyone
I appreciate this thread as well. Theres a saying.... a picture speaks a thousand words

This is indeed true. All the endless speculation and guessing we always have towards SN. Being able to simply see it happen in a visual way, definitely makes it a hundred times more easy to understand

And honestly the video without sound is actually better. Gives the person some needed privacy during their final moments, as they're already doing us a huge favor by filming this
 
EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
Its important to remind the she authorized the recording and wanted people to see it.
 
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floating_cloud

floating_cloud

fading
May 30, 2024
42
I appreciate this thread as well. Theres a saying.... a picture speaks a thousand words

This is indeed true. All the endless speculation and guessing we always have towards SN. Being able to simply see it happen in a visual way, definitely makes it a hundred times more easy to understand

And honestly the video without sound is actually better. Gives the person some needed privacy during their final moments, as they're already doing us a huge favor by filming this
So true since SN is a lot of people's method it is important that we see it too the text threads are helpful and all but a video shows u more about the reality of it
 
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