video of man dying by SN

[iCryInMySecretSpot]

What if they don't even send you real SN? Do you see where I'm going with that? You have a good point obviously but IMO I'd argue you're actually taking MORE risk buying SN on the clear-net then buying something like fentanyl or nitazenes from the dark net for a few reasons.

im surprised theres even a market for nitazenes. even a micro of a micro of a micro of a micro dose is guaranteed to kill you. who tf has a body capable of ingesting those pill sized ones?

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

im surprised theres even a market for nitazenes. even a micro of a micro of a micro of a micro dose is guaranteed to kill you. who tf has a body capable of ingesting those pill sized ones?

Fentanyl addicts/tolerance buildup. As a drug user who's seen people progress from basic pail pills to nitazenes it all starts from your first prescription typically. Whether you get it written to you or you have a friend hand you a pill. In the case of someone I personally knew who later OD'd by accident it all stems from tolerance buildup. At the start he'd nod off of a couple codeine pills (codeine is considered a very weak/tame opioid compared to the rest) but very quickly he moved up to oxy and just kept moving up until he started doing Fentanyl. Then, nitazenes hit the streets shortly after the xylazine/tranq wave and that's when my friend truly lost himself. You're already risking an OD a solid 80%-90% of the time when experimenting/getting high with Fentanyl. Even with a heavy opioid tolerance. Because all you need is a slight >2 MG miscalculation in dose and you're dead. And let's be honest... if you're homeless on the streets you're probably not properly measuring your doses via a scale (and even if you had one a lot of cheap MG scales have slight miscalculations so there's still a chance when it comes to dealing with hyperpotent drugs such as fentanyl). Anywho, he tried nitazenes only one time and died. I didn't know him well besides when we were much younger and it was super crazy seeing him specifically go down that route tbh because he was always considered a "goodie tooshoes". It's honestly crazy how quick you can watch someone go from orally taking codeine pills here and there to using needles and shooting up fentanyl to then doing nitazenes after the fentanyl stops "hitting the spot". The tolerance with opioids build SUPER fast.

 

[purebliss]

I'm sorry but SN genuinely seems like the dumbest and most over-complicated drug involved method to commit suicide. At worst, you end up like that poor soul (rest in peace to the victim within the video by the way... fuck was that a brutal watch. No kid deserves to feel they need to end their life over such a simple reason.. particularly failing a test/underperforming academically) where you just sit there and seize while vomiting (which I'm willing to believe he was alive for most of it) and you CTB in a horrible manner or at best you DO succeed properly but it is seemingly really expensive and takes all this ridiculous and expensive equipment like a gas mask, a tank, etc. Why not use literally any other drug that's much more peaceful to die on such as fentanyl or nitazenes? You literally just put a bump up your nose and it's lights out as you nod into a forever sleep. If I ever were to do it that'd be my method. Poor kid man. All over some stupid academic entrance exam their country puts too much pressure/emphasis on to the point it drives the test-takers to kill themselves. He had so much more to live for. That's why I despise certain countries governments like Korea and China that put such immense pressure on things like academics at such a young age. Let kids be kids. It's no wonder they have some of the highest suicide rates. He didn't even look a day above 14. Rest in peace :(

Because we can't get that in the EU... Its sold nowhere on DH or DM

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

Because we can't get that in the EU... Its sold nowhere on DrugHub or DarkMatter

I'd probably edit your comment to at least abbreviate/shorten DH and DM because if you get too specific the mods might delete your comment or ban or warn you under the guise that it's breaking the whole rule regarding sourcing. Also, I swear I literally saw a vendor yesterday shipping to EU.

 

[purebliss]

I'd probably edit your comment to at least abbreviate/shorten DH and DM because if you get too specific the mods might delete your comment or ban or warn you under the guise that it's breaking the whole rule regarding sourcing. Also, I swear I literally saw a vendor yesterday shipping to EU.

If it's shipment from USA to EU then the risk is insanely high

 

[ladylazarus4]

don't you usually have to use crypto when buying things on the darknet?

 

[dandelion_fluff]

Poor guy. Nobody should feel such suffering over an exam score, but unfortunately, that's the world we live in. There can be so much pressure on students to have good grades and get a good exam score, so they can get into a good university and make their family proud. And one failure can feel like you have no other choice but to just end it all. And I've heard that the college entrance exam for Chinese students is brutal, so I can't imagine the stress he was under before and during the exam, only to get back those results.

 

[purebliss]

don't you usually have to use crypto when buying things on the darknet?

That is the easiest Part about it^^
Getting stuff across the border? R.I.P

 

[thaelyana]

I don't watch this because of vomiting, I have absolute phobia of it. I'm afraid of the SN for that reason. You suffer too much before leaving (if you mishandle the protocol (we are not experienced after all)). I am convinced that other methods are more effective and less painful. Easier.

 

[Yearss]

fuck thats sad, rest in peace

 

[sickofeverything]

I don't watch this because of vomiting, I have absolute phobia of it. I'm afraid of the SN for that reason. You suffer too much before leaving (if you mishandle the protocol (we are not experienced after all)). I am convinced that other methods are more effective and less painful. Easier.

What other methods do you think are more effective and less painful?

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

Fentanyl addicts/tolerance buildup. As a drug user who's seen people progress from basic pail pills to nitazenes it all starts from your first prescription typically. Whether you get it written to you or you have a friend hand you a pill. In the case of someone I personally knew who later OD'd by accident it all stems from tolerance buildup. At the start he'd nod off of a couple codeine pills (codeine is considered a very weak/tame opioid compared to the rest) but very quickly he moved up to oxy and just kept moving up until he started doing Fentanyl. Then, nitazenes hit the streets shortly after the xylazine/tranq wave and that's when my friend truly lost himself. You're already risking an OD a solid 80%-90% of the time when experimenting/getting high with Fentanyl. Even with a heavy opioid tolerance. Because all you need is a slight >2 MG miscalculation in dose and you're dead. And let's be honest... if you're homeless on the streets you're probably not properly measuring your doses via a scale (and even if you had one a lot of cheap MG scales have slight miscalculations so there's still a chance when it comes to dealing with hyperpotent drugs such as fentanyl). Anywho, he tried nitazenes only one time and died. I didn't know him well besides when we were much younger and it was super crazy seeing him specifically go down that route tbh because he was always considered a "goodie tooshoes". It's honestly crazy how quick you can watch someone go from orally taking codeine pills here and there to using needles and shooting up fentanyl to then doing nitazenes after the fentanyl stops "hitting the spot". The tolerance with opioids build SUPER fast.

Got a couple questions, mind if I DM you?

 

[Badatlove]

Ohhhh okay. See, this makes a TON more sense. I've always thought you guys sourced it via TOR. Not I understand why SN is much easier to get for you guys than nitazenes and fentanyl. I guess my suggestion would be to learn how to use TOR. I posted a basic tutorial on setting it up a bit ago I'll repost it here:

1. Download TOR. This part is the simple part. If you can't get past this step then you might as well give up here lol. You literally just download the program like any other.

2. Run it

3. Turn your security level to the highest. I believe by default when you install TOR it's on standard (or "Safer"... but either way both are bad and you wanna change it to the "safest" option) and you want to change that. To do this, when TOR is open on the top right you should see a shield icon. Click that, and then click the blue settings button. You'll be then taken to your settings where you'll see "security level". Click the "change" button and make sure the option that is selected is the "safest" mode. Then, click "save and restart". Now when it restarts and you go to click the shield icon it should tell you that you're on the "safest" security level. If it shows that then you did it right.

4. You want to do bridging via TOR. This helps hide your internet traffic. To do this open TOR and to the right of your search/URL box and next to the sheild icon should be a button with three horizontal lines. Click it, then go down and click settings. In the settings search bar just type "bridges" and you'll see a result. Then, click "Select a built-in bridge" and choose snowflake and click ok. Boom, your done. If you're in a strict country and for example under the firewall of China then perhaps obfs4 or WebTunnel are a better option for bridging so if that's the case for you click one of those instead of snowflake. Do research on the options as ultimately each option hides your traffic in unique ways.

4. Now you need to disable your TOR's javascript. To do this go into your search bar where you'd type any normal search or URL and type "about:config" and click enter. You'll be given a warning to "proceed with caution" and that's fine. It's just a warning essentially saying that if you don't know what you're doing the settings you change could ruin the performance or security of TOR. Click "Accept the Risk and Continue". Then, at the top in your config it should have a search bar that says "search preference name". Click that search bar, and then type "javascript.enabled". You'll then see an option called "javascript.enabled" with it turned to True. To the right of that it should have an icon you can click (I can't really describe the icon its like two horizontal half arrows pointing in opposite directions). Click it and then it should turn the true to false. If it did then congrats you did it right and you turned it off.

If you wanna go the extra step you can even add an extra layer of security via a VPN but you shouldn't need to if you enabled bridging. But a tutorial for that is two google searches away. And if you had trouble following any of these steps then YouTube is your best-friend for more visual aid to follow along.

Now that you have the proper setup to browse these .onion links safely, If you wanted to hypothetically buy drugs from one of the marketplaces and wanted to access them but don't know where to go then tor.taxi will be your best friend. It gives access to the most user friendly markets to start out with alongside other good resources. From tor.taxi you could hypothetically go on DH and as I said previously buy whatever I've previously mentioned there.

I hope that helps. That's as much as I'm willing to say as I think with anything more it'll be considered sourcing and I'll be banned.

They said you can't overdose on nitazenes or fentanyl? If that's what you meant then well I'm not sure who told you that but they absolutely couldn't be further from the truth. Fentanyl and Nitazenes are amongst the most potent opioids in the world. Visually, the tiniest little spec of fentanyl can kill you (2-3 MG's) and microscopic pieces of nitazenes can can kill you (doses as low as 500 ug/micrograms). If you're saying the overdoses can be reversed then yes that's true: with a drug called naloxone (commonly referred to as narcan) medics can reverse it, but with nitazenes and fentanyl now being readily available (some hundreds of times more potent than fentanyl) it takes a ridiculous amount of Narcan to reverse it. Especially if you're intentionally committing suicide and just ingesting an entire gram or more of nitazenes. Something to note also is that since they're so potent the chance of success is nearly 1000%. Unless you have a medic who is right next to you on standby the moment you ingest it there's little to no chance they're bringing you back from a nitazene OD. With SN you need to worry about "what if this goes wrong and I end up waking up a vegetable?". With SN you have all these worries. However, with fentanyl or nitazenes, the success rate is an absolute guarantee compared to SN where it depends on seemingly 10+ factors which is a risk I wouldn't take.

Don't thank me. Thank you! Thank you for taking the time to answer my questions. It was really neat learning your perspective. It's so sad they force you guys to be so in line if there's only one way you can approach life. Truly believe in yourself. I promise you'll go on to do great things with your life regardless if you go to college or not. Best of luck to you friend.

I want to thank you so much. My brain doesnt work properly due to depression. Im now sober for 19 days and I need a sober brain to understand the darkweb but I get so overwhelmed with very difficult tutorials and I am bad with technology. This is first time I see an understandable explanation.

I keep learning and reading and maybe use that php key also but I also dont care to much i get caught if they put me in prison I luckily live in a country they have little police available I think they care little about someone with mental ilness and no criminal record i am very well behaved order some fent for first time I hope and it wont be a life prison sentence I hope.

I dont want to watch the video atm but I am so blessed again i found your help.

May the man in the video rest in peace.

 

[Endisclose]

From my observation, the video is around 11 minutes in length, although the time in the top left corner shows 13 minutes - 23:15 to 23:28. From what I saw, the guy puked thrice - first just beyond 4:00 from the time of taking the SN, second around 5:30, third around 7:00. Guy falls down/goes off camera at 8:20, is seen to be shaking somewhat not really sure what's happening off screen - is he continuing to puke?

It's likely he didn't take AEs. Here's hoping that taking AEs, PPIs and benzos makes this method more peaceful .

 

[Iwashereonce]

Does anyone know what happens if I take benzões before puking? Do we puke while unconscious? I'm also gonna take AEs

 

[BradGuy123]

I'm sorry but SN genuinely seems like the dumbest and most over-complicated drug involved method to commit suicide. At worst, you end up like that poor soul (rest in peace to the victim within the video by the way... fuck was that a brutal watch. No kid deserves to feel they need to end their life over such a simple reason.. particularly failing a test/underperforming academically) where you just sit there and seize while vomiting (which I'm willing to believe he was alive for most of it) and you CTB in a horrible manner or at best you DO succeed properly but it is seemingly really expensive and takes all this ridiculous and expensive equipment like a gas mask, a tank, etc. Why not use literally any other drug that's much more peaceful to die on such as fentanyl or nitazenes? You literally just put a bump up your nose and it's lights out as you nod into a forever sleep. If I ever were to do it that'd be my method. Poor kid man. All over some stupid academic entrance exam their country puts too much pressure/emphasis on to the point it drives the test-takers to kill themselves. He had so much more to live for. That's why I despise certain countries governments like Korea and China that put such immense pressure on things like academics at such a young age. Let kids be kids. It's no wonder they have some of the highest suicide rates. He didn't even look a day above 14. Rest in peace :(

1. It really looked like this kid suffered. I saw a video of another guy CTBing by SN and it was similar. He threw up a little and he was convulsing. Some say that SN is a peaceful way to go. I don't think it is.
2. The problem is I wouldn't know where to get fentanyl or nitazenes. Do you have any ideas?

 

[Samira_Hura]

Unfortunately, we are all subject to social pressure. While it is true that some governments are more flexible than others, we are never accepted for who we are anywhere.

 

[Passenger4224]

I'd probably edit your comment to at least abbreviate/shorten DH and DM because if you get too specific the mods might delete your comment or ban or warn you under the guise that it's breaking the whole rule regarding sourcing. Also, I swear I literally saw a vendor yesterday shipping to EU.

Hi, he fixed his post but the quote you posted still shows the sources uncensored. You might wanna fix that xD

 

[SorrowfulDrugUser]

Hi, he fixed his post but the quote you posted still shows the sources uncensored. You might wanna fix that xD

No anything I've showed isn't sourcing. I never quoted or named dropped any specific vendor. You still have to go look for it. I just gave users a basic guide on how to access TOR and their respective markets.

I want to thank you so much. My brain doesnt work properly due to depression. Im now sober for 19 days and I need a sober brain to understand the darkweb but I get so overwhelmed with very difficult tutorials and I am bad with technology. This is first time I see an understandable explanation.

I keep learning and reading and maybe use that php key also but I also dont care to much i get caught if they put me in prison I luckily live in a country they have little police available I think they care little about someone with mental ilness and no criminal record i am very well behaved order some fent for first time I hope and it wont be a life prison sentence I hope.

I dont want to watch the video atm but I am so blessed again i found your help.

May the man in the video rest in peace.

Get a cup of coffee and learn Kleopatra and PGP encryption. It's the layer of security between you and your vendor. If the website ever gets seized by law enforcement none of your sensitive information (your address) will be leaked as its all tied to privates keys that LE can't get access to. I promise PGP encryption seems way harder to learn than it actually is. Once you encrypt and decrypt your first message it becomes a piece of cake from there.

 

[FiryPheonix]

May his soul rest in peace. That was painful to watch. I wonder if he took any AEs. He most probably didn't. Maybe with AEs and benzos, it might be more peaceful than this. Wish the video showed time. Unfortunately it doesn't. Anyone know how long the video is?

Im ngl everyone saying its super brutal and stuff like that but looking at the video im really not seeing the brutality that people described. Sure it looks uncomfortable and there's a lot of vomit but im really not seeing the brutality in this. That being said I've done extensive amounts of dxm which would cause me to vomit for 20 sometimes 30 minutes straight. I'm well acquainted with nausea, vomiting (which i sorta enjoy), and panic. I remember once taking a ginormous dose of dxm and just puking my soul out over the toilet and feeling like I was literally dying. I was in shock and later on couldnt believe the body could go through so much psychological distress. Hopefully SN with benzos timed correctly shouldn't be too bad in comparison.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Im ngl everyone saying its super brutal and stuff like that but looking at the video im really not seeing the brutality that people described. Sure it looks uncomfortable and there's a lot of vomit but im really not seeing the brutality in this. That being said I've done extensive amounts of dxm which would cause me to vomit for 20 sometimes 30 minutes straight. I'm well acquainted with nausea, vomiting (which i sorta enjoy), and panic. I remember once taking a ginormous dose of dxm and just puking my soul out over the toilet and feeling like I was literally dying. I was in shock and later on couldnt believe the body could go through so much psychological distress. Hopefully SN with benzos timed correctly shouldn't be too bad in comparison.

A hefty dose of benzos taken 1 hour prior SN can surely make a diference and reduce the distress greatly.

 

[FiryPheonix]

A hefty dose of benzos taken 1 hour prior SN can surely make a diference and reduce the distress greatly.

From what I've seen so far, it really doesnt seem THAT bad. Yes it looks like its painful and uncomfortable to an extent, but not unbearable or even that distressing. I'm sure for some people who are not accustomed to things of that nature might have a different subjective experience but at that point why are you even trying to CTB. Regarding the benzos, im not sure how they work so I was planning on taking a very large dose 15-30 minutes prior to SN drink. What do you think?

 

[lpdsvm]

It doesn't look comfortable, I expected that, but I can deal with vomiting because when I get sick I do vomit like crazy.
I had some option for myself: Another option is whipped cream chargers. I'm not sure because it looks less reliable even though there are successful cases. Less uncomfortable but still the feeling is like when too drunk.
I might consider FSH self induced syncope by hyperventilating and standing up or the wim hof breathing method. It works best for me because I pass out without any nausea.

 

[FiryPheonix]

I had some option for myself: Another option is whipped cream chargers. I'm not sure because it looks less reliable even though there are successful cases. Less uncomfortable but still the feeling is like when too drunk.
I might consider FSH self induced syncope by hyperventilating and standing up or the wim hof breathing method. It works best for me because I pass out without any nausea.

Yes, I agree it looks uncomfortable, but I does NOT seem agonizing to me, if it is really as 'brutal' and 'agonizing' as some people claim it is, could someone please link a video showing that. At least IMO if you are going through enough pain to really want to CTB, the discomfort involved in this method does not look like a strong deterrent. On top of that if benzos are taken and timed correctly it seems it would be rather bearable. I mean we are not taking recreational drugs here, this is a lethal chemical, what do people expect?

 

[Macedonian1987]

From what I've seen so far, it really doesnt seem THAT bad. Yes it looks like its painful and uncomfortable to an extent, but not unbearable or even that distressing. I'm sure for some people who are not accustomed to things of that nature might have a different subjective experience but at that point why are you even trying to CTB. Regarding the benzos, im not sure how they work so I was planning on taking a very large dose 15-30 minutes prior to SN drink. What do you think?

Don't take too much benzos prior taking SN because they can knock you out and you may fall a sleep easily mid protocol. It's best to find the right dose of benzos for yourself. For me 1,5mg Xanax is enough to sedate me enough to not care that I will die, but still be awake and coherent enough to drink my SN.
No matter how sad or depressed i am the survival instinct is sadly still strong inside me, but I have to ctb soon. My life is just too sad to be lived.

 

[Penelope12]

È morto? Anch'io ho vomitato, ma non sono morto. Ieri sera ho preso un antiemetico, ma poi non ho avuto il coraggio di bere il nitrito. Il sapore è disgustoso. L'ho portato alle labbra, ho sentito il forte sapore salato, e non ce l'ho fatta. Cosa devo fare?

 

[FiryPheonix]

Don't take too much benzos prior taking SN because they can knock you out and you may fall a sleep easily mid protocol. It's best to find the right dose of benzos for yourself. For me 1,5mg Xanax is enough to sedate me enough to not care that I will die, but still be awake and coherent enough to drink my SN.
No matter how sad or depressed i am the survival instinct is sadly still strong inside me, but I have to ctb soon. My life is just too sad to be lived.

Yeah I've been thinking about that too. Do benzos hit you all at once or do u feel a comeup phase. I am completely benzo naive so was hoping I could drink the SN while i feel the effects just starting to kick in. If that's how it works then i would continue with my plan. Otherwise I can adjust accordingly. I've seen some people did similar to you and then with the SN took a larger dose of crushed benzo to finish the job.

 

[lpdsvm]

It does NOT seem agonizing to me

I forgot to mention that food poisoning does. Even standing up is extremely painful. But if there are easier and available methods then of course it's better to use something else.

 

[FiryPheonix]

I forgot to mention that food poisoning does. Even standing up is extremely painful. But if there are easier and available methods then of course it's better to use something else.

Hmm... this isn't food poisoning, right? Unless you are saying SN poisoning resembles food poisoning. Sorry I think I misunderstood. But yes if there are easier and available methods this is probably not everyone's first pick. I think it's more of an availability thing for me.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Yeah I've been thinking about that too. Do benzos hit you all at once or do u feel a comeup phase. I am completely benzo naive so was hoping I could drink the SN while i feel the effects just starting to kick in. If that's how it works then i would continue with my plan. Otherwise I can adjust accordingly. I've seen some people did similar to you and then with the SN took a larger dose of crushed benzo to finish the job.

I take benzos very rarely, so rarely that I can be considered benzo-naive person too. I have only taken Xanax and this benzo is known for hitting quite hard and quick, especially if you take it on an empty stomach. It's best to taste the benzos on yourself. Start with a small dosage, and increase it gradually. Give 48 hours minimum space between the tests, so that the residual benzos inside you be flushed naturally from your system.