
ClairyFairy
Wizard
- Jan 22, 2021
- 622
Every day is more terrible than the last. I feel like I need to tell someone how I'm feeling but I know it's going to cause all kinds of trouble. I'm in a really bad place but if anyone finds out they start messing about in my life. I really can't bear any of it I was all ready to self harm to take the edge off but my kids are watching me. I am such a let down I have to accept it but I feel like I want validation for my crazy fucking behavior all of the time but I have nobody that can. I'm a real mess and I don't know where else to turn