s0ft.bldd
terrified
- May 28, 2023
- 14
lowkey I stopped using this website cus I was getting much better: I got out of abusive relationships, made new friends, met a lot of people and even have the best boyfriend I could ever ask for.
but yet here I am, again. I genuinely can't take ts anymore. I tried, like really REALLY tried to be happy with this new life but for some fucking reason I cannot.
I feel like I'm insane. Lately I've been hearing my name everywhere I go, or even see people that aren't actually there. Sometimes I believe it's God, seeing me and punishing me for my sins. But no matter how much I pray for forgiveness, he won't let me be happy. Perhaps that's the reason? I don't know.
or perhaps I'm just trying to explain this hallucination I've been having and I'm just actually going insane but…yeah
If you reached to the end of this little update, then thanks <3
but yet here I am, again. I genuinely can't take ts anymore. I tried, like really REALLY tried to be happy with this new life but for some fucking reason I cannot.
I feel like I'm insane. Lately I've been hearing my name everywhere I go, or even see people that aren't actually there. Sometimes I believe it's God, seeing me and punishing me for my sins. But no matter how much I pray for forgiveness, he won't let me be happy. Perhaps that's the reason? I don't know.
or perhaps I'm just trying to explain this hallucination I've been having and I'm just actually going insane but…yeah
If you reached to the end of this little update, then thanks <3
