Venting or talking online about suicide outside of this forum is absolutely pointless

[Siamese Believe]

I swear most suicide posts, especially on Reddit either get ignored or filled with gaslighting comments. And then of course removed by mods.

I also think a lot of people try to scare you out of it doing it by telling you horrific survivor stories or saying the method isn't quick.

I definitely don't think that's the intention of all of them because it's true that lot of methods can truly go terribly wrong. But I feel like this has to sometimes be a tactic to stop people from ctb. And a lot of methods fail because people hesitate or didn't do enough research before acting.

You mean to tell me a stab to the left ventricle of the heart won't result in rapid unconsciousness? I was told some weeks ago it would be slow, which can't be right but regardless there's no way I'm gonna let that happen.

Even if I have to stab myself multiple times to get to unconsciousness. If this is the only card in my arsenal that can truly ensure death, then I'll make it work.

Once the first stab happens, might as well keep going. At that point no one can save you so death is coming, fast or not.

 

[auto138491]

Also in real life. You talk about wanting to go and its like.. radio silence!