celestialstarzz
Member
- Jan 1, 2025
- 34
I feel like I'm numb to life at this point. Like I have all these great things in my life and nothing has changed. I still want to ctb. I'm still only doing this until I finally make use of my sn. I don't know when it'll happen. Maybe soon. Life feels redundant and I don't want to be stuck in a loop for the rest of my life. All I want at the end of the day is to sleep. Maybe I can do it in a wooded area, far away from anyone who could see. I don't know how to give the people I love a last message without them intervening though. Maybe I do it in the middle of the night.
