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- Aug 23, 2020
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Hola
Soy nueva
Thank you.@joewashere for the help in the unband, so yea, everything was planned properly until the benzo(clonazepam) failed me cuz iam sensitive to them and took too much so they knocked me out in the living room before reaching my SN for my bed time, iam still have my SN and everything but the police found out that it was a suicide attempt since I left a final note in my room and they locked me up in the psych ward, I have 10 days left here and then I will get out and try again in September, fml..... Ii still wanna ctb so bad@Konolomn survived his CTB attempt.
He would like to be unbanned if you guys have the time!
To: @angel-of-the-night @RainAndSadness
Did you experience a NDE? Was there bright lights or angels?Thank you.@joewashere for the help in the unband, so yea, everything was planned properly until the benzo(clonazepam) failed me cuz iam sensitive to them and took too much so they knocked me out in the living room before reaching my SN for my bed time, iam still have my SN and everything but the police found out that it was a suicide attempt since I left a final note in my room and they locked me up in the psych ward, I have 10 days left here and then I will get out and try again in September, fml..... Ii still wanna ctb so bad
Lesson learned:
Go easy on the benzo before taking the SN because benzo can make u ctb according to the paramedic who saved me, I was in the ICU for a week after taking around 12mg of clonazepam since my breathing was suppressed,
Lesson number two: Benzo in high doses can kill u if u were undiscovered
Thank you all guys anyway iam glad iam back in this forum for a while and next time will plan better, please learn from my mistakes
Peace and hugs~~
It is near impossible to CTB in the psych ward so I will behave and get out soon to give SN another attempt, this time with no clonazepam but Meto and antacid alone, thank you guys once again and iam sorry for failing you in my first attempt, but I learned something at the end of it, and I hope you too have learned from me
I love You All
Sending kisses and peace
None of that woo woo, just complete oblivion and calm, will get there again soon forever and ever, non existence is beautiful because iam nothingDid you experience a NDE? Was there bright lights or angels?
Your existence may be nothing, but your being is wonderful.None of that woo woo, just complete oblivion and calm, will get there again soon forever and ever, non existence is beautiful because iam nothing
Ime back bless ya ❤❤❤❤
Welcome back man! I was worried about yaIme back bless ya ❤❤❤❤
Welcome back man! I was worried about ya
Ime back bless ya ❤❤❤❤
I wish I knew because I miss em too. It's good to see you though, I haven't seen you around in a whileAnyone know what happened to @Lorntroubles?
Yeah I was gone for a bit again and I was surprised to see their name crossed out. I hope they're okay wherever they are. Also thanks Brick :) I'm back again <3I wish I knew because I miss em too. It's good to see you though, I haven't seen you around in a while
Apparently, they were last seen 4 minutes agoWhat happened with @icanhasnick ??? He swept into town and then out again?
I saw a post on their profile page last night about @angel-of-the-night, saying she was accusing them of being a troll or something and they were clearly irate. I was so very stoned and drunk lol I can't remember what else they wrote, but there was a page full of it, and it wasn't very nice.What happened with @icanhasnick ??? He swept into town and then out again?
Does anyone know where @CTBus is? He regularly sat in chat for hours every day but on Friday just disappeared and seemed to come back online briefly on Sunday according to his profile and then disappeared again.
can't say for sure. Maybe they didn't die, maybe it's a family member etc.Hey guys, so what are we supposed to think about members who allegedly ctbed 2 months ago in a goodbye thread, but it shows as their 'last seen' just a couple of days ago?