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[MistakesHappen]

I hope @throwaway777 is fine, hundreds hugs to her.

 

[LastFlowers]

Left:
@Hopeless_soul - she messaged me that she'd ctb around this time tonight and haven't heard from her since.
@Johnnythefox
@lululoo
@MachineGunDani
@Fucking loving it
@throwaway777
@JadedGray
@sólstafir
@Pilum Muralis
@Santiago
@spanishguy22

Still Unknown:
@Angst Filled Fuck Up
@Superfluous
@15dec
@brighter
@AhG
@LastFlowers
@martha
@SadGirl
@Severen

May have missed some, but yea what a week.

I'm alive but not well. Ofcourse nothing new here.
Sorry to anyone pming me or wondering, I wasn't around long so hoped I'd come off and on unnoticed.
I'm here, I've just been very very very bad off.
At this point, I am unable to contribute much to posts/threads or even private conversations.
I'm not sure when or if I will be active again.
But thank you to everyone on this site for giving me a place to be heard.
In my own "life", being heard (or seen) is mostly out of the question.
..Wishing everyone the best that can be had in these unforgiving circumstances.

 

[Rukia]

@wiIIow left...

 

[Tortured_empath]

@dolphin2.0 aka @dolphin

What happened to her?

 

[any%]

Anyone knows something about @SomebodyBroken ? No contact since mid-june.

 

[Circles]

@Ashpac, damn.

 

[not_a_robot]

+ @kuddelmuddel23 with N this week. Final peace to all of them.

lol look I found the source of his pic by accident, the day after he ctb. It's a Voluntary Human Extinction cartoon.
I didn't want to say anything before he went, but I really worried 36 hours might not be enough time for somebody young and healthy. I hope he got what he wanted with no problems. Hotels are notorious for unsolicited interruptions, I would never trust one to leave me alone for a full day without some dumb hassle from a maid or clerical error.

 

[Johnnythefox]

@Johnnythefox has left or ctb? i new things would be different since ive been gone?

I'm alive but I'm not living.

 

[Menschenfeind]

lol look I found the source of his pic by accident, the day after he ctb. It's a Voluntary Human Extinction cartoon.
I didn't want to say anything before he went, but I really worried 36 hours might not be enough time for somebody young and healthy. I hope he got what he wanted with no problems. Hotels are notorious for unsolicited interruptions, I would never trust one to leave me alone for a full day without some dumb hassle from a maid or clerical error. View attachment 14093

That might be true. But with his detailed preparation and time schedule I was sure that no failure would occur. I'm so thankful for his help and from that what we discussed, this is the best solution for him. A Hotel isn't the place to die for me too. In his case he didn't want to make more trouble than needed to his landlady.
I guess his tree is now fully grown.

 

[omoidarui]

What happened to her?

I'm told by a friend of @dolphin2.0 that unfortunately, due to the investigations into purchases of N, she made haste with her ctb as she didn't want to risk waiting and hers being confiscated by the police.

 

[Tortured_empath]

I'm told by a friend of @dolphin2.0 that unfortunately, due to the investigations into purchases of N, she made haste with her ctb as she didn't want to risk waiting and hers being confiscated by the police.

So she is gone then? Sigh... pains me to hear...

 

[not_a_robot]

That might be true. But with his detailed preparation and time schedule I was sure that no failure would occur. I'm so thankful for his help and from that what we discussed, this is the best solution for him. A Hotel isn't the place to die for me too. In his case he didn't want to make more trouble than needed to his landlady.
I guess his tree is now fully grown.

Four bottles. The man was meticulous.

 

[Menschenfeind]

Four bottles. The man was meticulous.

He got only two. These four bottles were fake: In preparation how to open them (so his N opening wouldn't fail) as also for some unwanted company. Some preparation which I haven't seen here before. That's a path which I'll follow.

 

[throwaway123]

Left:
@Hopeless_soul - she messaged me that she'd ctb around this time tonight and haven't heard from her since.
@Johnnythefox
@lululoo
@MachineGunDani
@Fucking loving it
@throwaway777
@JadedGray
@sólstafir
@Pilum Muralis
@Santiago
@spanishguy22

Still Unknown:
@Angst Filled Fuck Up
@Superfluous
@15dec
@brighter
@AhG
@LastFlowers
@martha
@SadGirl
@Severen

May have missed some, but yea what a week.

jesus
I remember last year when it was just like that. There were so many goodbye threads.
I think I might be one if not the only one who stuck around.
I understand to the newer members this is shocking but I've experienced this before. People that join here don't stick around for more than a couople of months. Most of them end it in the summer.
It's like waves. Waves of the old users going and new users coming. Always the same cycle.

I feel kind of bad for sticking around. Why can't I just end this nightmare....I will watch people go next year and by that time you'll be gone too I think.
:(((((((((((((




Btw what happened to @Abd ? What did he do to get banned? Does anyone know?

 

[Hobbes]

Was @komm susser todd active in the chat section before he left? Did he offer any words? I wish I could have spoke with him more, but he seemed determined to leave Saturday night.

 

[Lennox]

Was @Joannf just (self) banned? Damn, I never talked to her, but I'm grateful for her inputs on the "formic acid + sulfuric acid = CO" method. Which is my preferred method. It's a loss to the community. I remember reading from her that she had no plans to ctb for now.

 

[Rukia]

I also wonder why is @Loserguy10 (self) banned?

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

Was @Joannf just (self) banned? Damn, I never talked to her, but I'm grateful for her inputs on the "formic acid + sulfuric acid = CO" method. Which is my preferred method. It's a loss to the community. I remember reading from her that she had no plans to ctb for now.

Surprised me too.

 

[Donewith_]

and @bacardirum was banned or self banned dont know...
@Life+me=error was banned or self banned too...

@Life+me=error told that he self-banned himself.. he told he will see how the next days are going to be and he may not ctb if they go well. Haven't heard from him again. I hope he is at peace.. I miss him.

 

[BeenDoneForSoLong]

Did cornflower blue ctb? I really really resonated with everything they said... If someone could link me to the post where they confirmed it or whatever I'd be so grateful. Thanks so much anyone who can help.

 

[Rukia]

What happened to @Angst Filled Fuck Up ? Was it ban or self ban? Is someone in contact with him?

 

[throwaway123]

Just saw that @Volatile has banned himself. He's probably gone. Pretty soon I'm gonna be the last of my kind. Except for the mods I'm one of the people to stick around the longest. Fuck.

 

[RainAndSadness]

Just saw that @Volatile has banned himself. He's probably gone. Pretty soon I'm gonna be the last of my kind. Except for the mods I'm one of the people to stick around the longest. Fuck.

Haha, don't worry mate. I'm here.

 

[Lara Francis]

Haha, don't worry mate. I'm here.

Me too !

 

[azucaramargo]

Left:
@Hopeless_soul - she messaged me that she'd ctb around this time tonight and haven't heard from her since.
@Johnnythefox
@lululoo
@MachineGunDani
@Fucking loving it
@throwaway777
@JadedGray
@sólstafir
@Pilum Muralis
@Santiago
@spanishguy22

Still Unknown:
@Angst Filled Fuck Up
@Superfluous
@15dec
@brighter
@AhG
@LastFlowers
@martha
@SadGirl
@Severen

May have missed some, but yea what a week.

Circles, you are supremely generous and thoughtful and loving to be so concerned about everyone on this site. Even though this is a site about suicide, I too, have so much hope (most of the time) for the future, and I, like you, want all of us SS'ers to thrive. You are so sweet to keep track of people and express concern. Thank you, Circles. Thank you very much.

 

[throwaway123]

what happened to @appalachian moon ?

 

[Midnight]

If anyone is still in contact with @Joannf please pm me.

After the ban the whole PM convo was erased. Still trying to get info on how this can occur if only one of both parties leave the conversation. Anyway i subsequently lost information this way.

I forgot about this thread so i'm kinda late but yeah.

 

[Throwaway9787]

Im self banning bye guys

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Im self banning bye guys

Bye, buddy. We'll miss you.

 

[Tortured_empath]

@spanishguy22 ?