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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
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Has anyone seen @awen its been some time since I last heard from them
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,758
Anyone seen @Linda or UKScotty recently?
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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pyx

Wizard
Jun 5, 2024
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Did @lamargue just peace without saying goodbye or was there a ban?
i had to take a break because of a number of things. i'm back now, since i've become reliant on this site as a coping mechanism
 
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Deleted member 8119

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Feb 6, 2024
765
What happened to Dot??? Please tell me they're ok. :shy:
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
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Anyone know what happened to @N33dT0D13? their profile isn't available anymore
 
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todiefor

todiefor

Meh might as well die
Jun 24, 2023
474
What happened to Dot??? Please tell me they're ok. :shy:
Dot? She is ok, just stepping down from being a mod for now. Let's be super nice to her 🫂❤️
 
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boddibo

trying to change
Dec 19, 2023
5,195
any news from @LionsTigersAndBears?
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Follow your heart, only ctb if you know it's time
Aug 10, 2021
1,468
Does anybody know what's going on with @Ash ? Haven't heard from them since friday witch is not like them at all considering how active they normally are, plus their most recent diary entries was worriyng... I'm geniunly worried about them. >_<
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Does anybody know what's going on with @Ash ? Haven't heard from them since friday witch is not like them at all considering how active they normally are, plus their most recent diary entries was worriyng... I'm geniunly worried about them. >_<
I am scared to admit she may never come back, that one of her "impulsive" attempts may have been successful this time. Because no way she would disappear like this otherwise :(
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Follow your heart, only ctb if you know it's time
Aug 10, 2021
1,468
As long as she doesn't end up with brain damage or anything tbh. I'll miss her though, and I'll always blame myself. I wish I would've been there more for her. I feel like I failed her... :(
 
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timetodie24

Enlightened
Apr 14, 2023
1,204
As long as she doesn't end up with brain damage or anything tbh. I'll miss her though, and I'll always blame myself. I wish I would've been there more for her. I feel like I failed her... :(
There's only so much you can do online, especially when struggling yourself. You haven't failed her.

It's possible there's another reason. she'd posted about possibly going to crisis house and had mentioned not being able to access ss on data. I think she'd said about trying tor mobile but that it was very slow to load or not working properly . So it maybe that crisis house accepted referral and unable to access ss atm?
Alternatively, it could be to do with the rope ordered day before disappearing 😢.
It's horrible not knowing on here . There is still a chance she just can't access it though
Either way, i hope she's found some peace ❤️
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Follow your heart, only ctb if you know it's time
Aug 10, 2021
1,468
There's only so much you can do online, especially when struggling yourself. You haven't failed her.

It's possible there's another reason. she'd posted about possibly going to crisis house and had mentioned not being able to access ss on data. I think she'd said about trying tor mobile but that it was very slow to load or not working properly . So it maybe that crisis house accepted referral and unable to access ss atm?
Alternatively, it could be to do with the rope ordered day before disappearing 😢.
It's horrible not knowing on here . There is still a chance she just can't access it though
Either way, i hope she's found some peace ❤️
Has she been seen on any other platforms? Wbo discord? The only way we can know if she's alive still is if anybody has heard from her anywhere. Anybody got her on any other socials?
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,540
Does anyone know what happened to @DarkRange55 ? I miss him. His posts were top quality on this forum.
 
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kinderbueno

kinderbueno

Waiting at the bus stop
Jun 22, 2024
261
What happened to @pretzelsandballoons
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Follow your heart, only ctb if you know it's time
Aug 10, 2021
1,468
I know I asked last week, but is there any news about @Ash? Has anyone heard from her or found any clues? Please, if anybody knows anything, please let me know!
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,467
@bb3300 said he was banned for being alt but he was an account of a previous deleted user
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

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Jul 25, 2024
457
no news on @pretzelsandballoons ?
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
3,028
This may well have been answered previously but tbh I don't have the energy to read through all of this. Anyone know what happened to @brickinthewall? I've been around 4 years and they used to be one of the most active members. Did they CTB or just step away from the forum?
I know I asked last week, but is there any news about @Ash? Has anyone heard from her or found any clues? Please, if anybody knows anything, please let me know!
Unfortunately I think she's probably moved on from this life. She had ordered the supplies for full and been mentioning in weeks prior she had been testing out hanging impulsively. I think at this point the odds of her being alive are pretty slim. As hard as it is to accept it's easier for me to accept than thinking she's suffering in a mental hospital or anything like that.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
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This may well have been answered previously but tbh I don't have the energy to read through all of this. Anyone know what happened to @brickinthewall? I've been around 4 years and they used to be one of the most active members. Did they CTB or just step away from the forum?

Unfortunately I think she's probably moved on from this life. She had ordered the supplies for full and been mentioning in weeks prior she had been testing out hanging impulsively. I think at this point the odds of her being alive are pretty slim. As hard as it is to accept it's easier for me to accept than thinking she's suffering in a mental hospital or anything like that.
Brick is still around. Am in contact with him from time to time. Stepped away because of personal life
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Follow your heart, only ctb if you know it's time
Aug 10, 2021
1,468
This may well have been answered previously but tbh I don't have the energy to read through all of this. Anyone know what happened to @brickinthewall? I've been around 4 years and they used to be one of the most active members. Did they CTB or just step away from the forum?

Unfortunately I think she's probably moved on from this life. She had ordered the supplies for full and been mentioning in weeks prior she had been testing out hanging impulsively. I think at this point the odds of her being alive are pretty slim. As hard as it is to accept it's easier for me to accept than thinking she's suffering in a mental hospital or anything like that.
I'm ngl, I've been having a gut feeling she's gone too. Part of me still hopes she's coming back though. Either way I just want her to be ok, and if being ok means not being alive anymore then that's fine too. I miss her alot though.
 
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HereTomorrow

HereTomorrow

Eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
612
Any idea on the whereabouts of @bearbrikk? I spoke to them for a bit a few months ago, took a break from this site, and found they stopped posting when I returned. It makes me a bit worried.
 
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drug

drug

Administrator
Aug 26, 2024
74
This may well have been answered previously but tbh I don't have the energy to read through all of this. Anyone know what happened to @brickinthewall? I've been around 4 years and they used to be one of the most active members. Did they CTB or just step away from the forum?

Unfortunately I think she's probably moved on from this life. She had ordered the supplies for full and been mentioning in weeks prior she had been testing out hanging impulsively. I think at this point the odds of her being alive are pretty slim. As hard as it is to accept it's easier for me to accept than thinking she's suffering in a mental hospital or anything like that.
@Ash was online on the 20th @Silent_cries
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

Arcanist
Jul 25, 2024
457
does anyone know what happened to @Cute_&_Loving ?
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
3,028
@Ash was online on the 20th @Silent_cries
Do we know that it was actually her? Or was it possibly someone else logging on from her device?
 
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