Story Used to be a sex worker going back

[attheend13]

I was a stripper and a sec worker for 5 years when the bottom fell out and I was on the street. I've lied hidden and been ashamed every single minute since I quit. I can't unsee the things Ive seen. When my life got back on track I got a tattoo so I couldn't dance again. Now the bottom has fallen out again. I'm older not fit but I have run out of ideas and options so I'm going back but online. I should just ctb but I have to make money pay off my debt and leave my daughters something. Maybe I'll monetize a snuff video when I'm ready. Just get paid up front.

 

[Sleeper System]

That's dark. Even for SS.

I would suggest that if you're going to get back into it then double down and really give it a go. There a sex workers living like queens out here and given the alternative of being broke and not taking care of your people, sacrificing pride and dignity are acceptable. That's not always the case but when times are tough people do what they have to do.

Just try your best to be safe and secure your bag.
Good luck to you.

 

[attheend13]

When I did it the first time it was because I was on the street suddenly. I found the way to earn money and try to pull myself out of my situation. This time I need to be on a lot of drugs. This is what complete failure looks like. I can't leave my daughters with no money I have to fight to leave them something. I hope and pray someone kills me.

 

[maniac116]

 

[endless-void]

I was a stripper and a sec worker for 5 years when the bottom fell out and I was on the street. I've lied hidden and been ashamed every single minute since I quit. I can't unsee the things Ive seen. When my life got back on track I got a tattoo so I couldn't dance again. Now the bottom has fallen out again. I'm older not fit but I have run out of ideas and options so I'm going back but online. I should just ctb but I have to make money pay off my debt and leave my daughters something. Maybe I'll monetize a snuff video when I'm ready. Just get paid up front.

I used to be a sex worker too and in the place I worked there were a couple mothers like you. They needed the money for their children and one job just wasn't enough. There even was a grandma working to make some money for her grandchildren. Sex working online is a complete different game though. You are a thousand times safer but don't expect to make as much money as you were. These jobs are really tough and require a strong mental stability. I am sure there are other ways to earn money. I know how it feels like making quick money but sometimes it's just not it. The women at my place were miserable because in reality they didn't want to do the job but they saw it as the fastest way to get out of debt. I don't want to see ever again anyone having to do that but I understand sometimes it is necessary. You'll have my support no matter what you decide but if you really want to leave your daughters something I assure you they will prefer your presence more than all the money in the world.