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blurryblor

blurryblor

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Jul 5, 2023
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So it's been like two years since i've last posted i've matured as a person, left the environment making me feel hopeless and wanting to ctb still love my cats more than anything but new problem, I was recently diagnosed with stage 2 Acute Myeloid Leukemia. So we're back to square one. My survival rate doesn't look great either I was given the choice to refuse or accept treatment I picked treatment but the nausea, the pain, the side effects of the drugs to treat the nausea and the pain, it makes me feel like i'm slowly rotting away with no end in sight. I don't wanna feel like this anymore I was wondering if anyone knows of any CTB methods with high success rates that involve overdose since I now have a lot of access to a bunch of drugs. I was originally gonna overdose on opiates but then remembered how easily NARCAN would revive me. I'm also a T1D if that's of any importance.


TLDR: T1D Leukemia patient access to a lot of drugs wondering about CTB methods involving overdose.
 
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sorry I can't help. Is it too late to refuse treatment? So sorry for the situation you are in
 
blurryblor

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sorry I can't help. Is it too late to refuse treatment? So sorry for the situation you are in
I think I can my worry is that they'll deem me incompetent but i'd rather not die a slow death with leukemia. Thank you for the suggestion though i'll try to refuse.
 

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