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[SomethingsOff]

I uh. Failed. Sucks ass.

I tried to partial hang last night if you never saw my previous post.

I did everything right! I think. Guess not if I'm typing this lol. I never went unconscious. I could feel the blood pooling in my head and I guess I should've waited longer. But I'm still gonna keep trying- might do SN next. Can't realistically obtain a firearm currently as that'll raise suspicions and I (still, ugh) don't have my license so I can't drive to a high point to jump. Yet. But I'll catch that bus eventually. I'm just mad that I'm still alive. And that I have to explain to everyone why I ignored them the whole weekend. Back to the grind.

 

[Departme]

Keep your chin up you'll find a way if that is what you want. The choices are limited so many do have to seek ways prone to failure, I personally just want to put my neck on the train tracks (unless SN comes good) but of course I think of the driver and upset it may cause so I may do it at night or in a tunnel when nobody can see me.

 

[FuneralCry]

This is exactly why I've never attempted this method before, to me it's horrific how suicide methods can potentially go wrong. We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to finally leave this hellish world, it's cruel how we are denied access to peaceful and reliable suicide methods. But I understand why you would hate the fact that you still exist so I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you search for.

 

[SomethingsOff]

This is exactly why I've never attempted this method before, to me it's horrific how suicide methods can potentially go wrong. We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to finally leave this hellish world, it's cruel how we are denied access to peaceful and reliable suicide methods. But I understand why you would hate the fact that you still exist so I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you search for.

Thanks. It really wasn't painful as much as uncomfortable especially since I had a pretty thin cord so I'm sure if I took more time and patience I could've done it but uh. Generally I don't have much of either haha

 

[TimetoGo!]

I uh. Failed. Sucks ass.

I tried to partial hang last night if you never saw my previous post.

I did everything right! I think. Guess not if I'm typing this lol. I never went unconscious. I could feel the blood pooling in my head and I guess I should've waited longer. But I'm still gonna keep trying- might do SN next. Can't realistically obtain a firearm currently as that'll raise suspicions and I (still, ugh) don't have my license so I can't drive to a high point to jump. Yet. But I'll catch that bus eventually. I'm just mad that I'm still alive. And that I have to explain to everyone why I ignored them the whole weekend. Back to the grind.

I feel you mate and went through the same on Saturday just gone. So frustrating isn't it but when its your time, its your time!