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scaryfast
New Member
- Dec 15, 2024
- 2
I'm in my office. Got a little Webber grill outside with a bag of coal. Still too orange-ish. Thought tonight was going to be the night. Dropped off the kids. Talked to my wife briefly. Told her I was coming to grab my computer. But now. Still a ways from the white coals everyone recommends. Got no motivation. Either way.
Scared of missing the kids. Scared of what's gonna happen to them. In the end I'm the same kid I was 30 yrs ago. But I do not have the strength to carry me again. That's gone for now.
Not even sure if I'm doing this appropriately. But seems like one way or another, you are the ones who listen. Thank you for that. Gonna rest my eyes for a bit.
Rock on.
Scared of missing the kids. Scared of what's gonna happen to them. In the end I'm the same kid I was 30 yrs ago. But I do not have the strength to carry me again. That's gone for now.
Not even sure if I'm doing this appropriately. But seems like one way or another, you are the ones who listen. Thank you for that. Gonna rest my eyes for a bit.
Rock on.