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Corvette90

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Never know, something even better could come along.
I just want to minimise risk of failure and didn't want anything too gory as I couldn't go through with it before 😔. 🤗 thank you for reassuring me, I'm am an anxious bunny.
 
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So just had 6 police turn up at my door around 1am. Said they had information that I have a large quantity of SN delivered to me. Awkward because I was with my friend who obviously had no idea. Obviously did not share that with them. Whilst 2 were talking, the others tried to search around which I said no to. Yet to uuse the SN because of lack of access to meto. I had previously ordered Sodium nitrate which I still had. Ended up showing that and gave them that. They didn't seem to know the difference.
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SOrry, six policemen turning up in the middle of the night at 1am is highly unlikely in the UK. There wouldn't be enough policemen here where I live to do that.

Also, they would not try to search around your place in the middle of the night without a search warrant in the UK. THere are strict protocols for such a thing and you could hide it anywhere. Sorry to be skeptical but the police are having a bad enough time just keeping up with crime in the UK without six turning up for this!
Oh - it is extremely possible. Old neighbours had the rozzers arrive at 11.30pm after a burglary a week before (ffs!)
Also - welfare checks - usually some idiot with no interpersonal skills - had them and the pigs are usually utter A holes.
Theyll forgo the need for search warrants if they can justify - ie "threat to life" kind of stuff if theyre already in your house.
There are a large number of cops here in the uk who have been caught out doing everything illegal from child abuse to stealing drugs to rape and murder. Many who were hired in the covid pandemic werent even vetted properly - some not at all. ACAB imho.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That is just so cruel to me, I'm sorry you have to suffer like that, it's just horrific to me how they wish to force people to suffer and imprison them in this existence without the option to reliably cease existing, I wish it's not a crime to want to choose when we cease existing, I'd never wish to suffer in this horrific world where suffering is seen as to prolong no matter what. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Has anyone seen ring footage though?
 
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Yavannah

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Autistic & miserable
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i knew that whis would eventually happen!
thats why i never ordered with them.
i had the police searching our apartment after IC was arrested.
it was one of the most humiliating events in my life.
they treated me like a criminal!
this month its 2 years and im still not fully over it.
and for everyone saying they are not allowed to search your apartment -
this is not true!
in certain countries the police is allowed to search your apartment and confiscate goods if the action falls under the metal health act.
i did not know this before a member of this forum showed me the information.
im so so sorry this happened to you!
i know the shock that comes with it.
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fadinggirl

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Dec 25, 2024
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Maybe you should also research how SN is used to cure meat. Have a few recipies laying around. Check on shops that sell meat. Make sure this is in your search history.
Hell, after it is delivered, you might cure some for your last meal. A full circle product.
what does search history do?
i knew that whis would eventually happen!
thats why i never ordered with them.
i had the police searching our apartment after IC was arrested.
it was one of the most humiliating events in my life.
they treated me like a criminal!
this month its 2 years and im still not fully over it.
and for everyone saying they are not allowed to search your apartment -
this is not true!
in certain countries the police is allowed to search your apartment and confiscate goods if the action falls under the metal health act.
i did not know this before a member of this forum showed me the information.
im so so sorry this happened to you!
i know the shock that comes with it.
🫂
can i ask what country ur from and what happened? im sorry it sounds like an awful experience. i have lots of anxieties myself and would love to pm
 
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sendmeawayalien

Member
Jan 10, 2025
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Anything more to say OP? Any information could be very helpful.
6 officers seems excessive to me.
What payment method did you use?
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my thoughts exactly.. the only footage I have is one of the police officers who rang the bell, the others where round the corner. I'm under a mental health team so got a visit yesterday from my care coordinator. Apparently the information she recieved is that I ordered tablets. I paid via my bank. Haven't got any other police visits but I am looking to move my SN incase they do return. They don't seem to know the difference betwen sodium nitrite and nitrate. Silly police.
Never know, something even better could come along.
DMC is back.. he whatsapped me
Has anyone seen ring footage though?
I have no reason to lie or midlead people, were all here for the same reason. The footage I have is of one police officer as they arrived first and run the bell. They turned up in a big van with 6 police officers. 2 men, 4 women.
Has anyone seen ring footage though?
I have no reason to lie or midlead people, were all here for the same reason. The footage I have is of one police officer as they arrived first and run the bell. They turned up in a big van with 6 police officers. 2 men, 4 women.
On that note, if anyone has a way to access metoclorpramide UK (wrong spelling maybe) let me know, thats the only reason why the SN is still there for me..
 
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Just leave us the f*ck alone!
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I would guess they didn't come as 6 for you. They probably work as a night team to sort bar fights etc. prob went to you when they had time.
 
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sendmeawayalien

Member
Jan 10, 2025
12
Hey, did they tell you how they got your info and if they will be seizing any future SN right at the border?
They just said 'intelligence' and that agencies share information. I didn't want to ask that as I was in a position of "I don't have sodium nitrite/no clue what they are on about".
Did your parcel looked like it had been opened or tampered with?
Nope. Arrived packaged/solid selotaped. Within the package was the SN also in its own zipseal thing.
SOrry, six policemen turning up in the middle of the night at 1am is highly unlikely in the UK. There wouldn't be enough policemen here where I live to do that.

Also, they would not try to search around your place in the middle of the night without a search warrant in the UK. THere are strict protocols for such a thing and you could hide it anywhere. Sorry to be skeptical but the police are having a bad enough time just keeping up with crime in the UK without six turning up for this!
Its fine to be skeptical, I would be too if it hadn't happened to me but all I can say is that was my experience. As soon as I asked them to stop looking, they stopped because rightfully there was no warrant. Its hard to keep an eye on 6 people when I have two talking to me. Someone else got a welfare check, I saw their post, they are also in London. My guess is they picked a specific time to do these checks. I wouldn't have got the SN without this website so just wanted to share with others my experience incase I'm not the only one they have got intelligence on.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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my thoughts exactly.. the only footage I have is one of the police officers who rang the bell, the others where round the corner. I'm under a mental health team so got a visit yesterday from my care coordinator. Apparently the information she recieved is that I ordered tablets. I paid via my bank. Haven't got any other police visits but I am looking to move my SN incase they do return. They don't seem to know the difference betwen sodium nitrite and nitrate. Silly police.

DMC is back.. he whatsapped me

I have no reason to lie or midlead people, were all here for the same reason. The footage I have is of one police officer as they arrived first and run the bell. They turned up in a big van with 6 police officers. 2 men, 4 women.

I have no reason to lie or midlead people, were all here for the same reason. The footage I have is of one police officer as they arrived first and run the bell. They turned up in a big van with 6 police officers. 2 men, 4 women.
On that note, if anyone has a way to access metoclorpramide UK (wrong spelling maybe) let me know, thats the only reason why the SN is still there for me..
I believe u and the rest . Another example shows you all are legit are the things you are mentioning the details of DMC like u got his what's app , U mentioned metoclopramide , these and other details pro lifers wouldn't have a clue about, what is meto but us we know.
 
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sendmeawayalien

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Jan 10, 2025
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So just had 6 police turn up at my door around 1am. Said they had information that I have a large quantity of SN delivered to me. Awkward because I was with my friend who obviously had no idea. Obviously did not share that with them. Whilst 2 were talking, the others tried to search around which I said no to. Yet to uuse the SN because of lack of access to meto. I had previously ordered Sodium nitrate which I still had. Ended up showing that and gave them that. They didn't seem to know the difference.
I don't actually know how to use the website properly so sorry if I have replied to people multiple times! Or haven't at all.
Update: haven't recieved any more contact from the police, have recieved a visit from my care coordinator, yesterday, I'm under a community mental health team. Info she got was that I ordered pills. I understand people are skeptical of my story but we are all in the same boat, I have no reason to lie and really wanted to make the post as a form of awareness.
 
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miyabi

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my thoughts exactly.. the only footage I have is one of the police officers who rang the bell, the others where round the corner. I'm under a mental health team so got a visit yesterday from my care coordinator. Apparently the information she recieved is that I ordered tablets. I paid via my bank. Haven't got any other police visits but I am looking to move my SN incase they do return. They don't seem to know the difference betwen sodium nitrite and nitrate. Silly police.

DMC is back.. he whatsapped me

I have no reason to lie or midlead people, were all here for the same reason. The footage I have is of one police officer as they arrived first and run the bell. They turned up in a big van with 6 police officers. 2 men, 4 women.

I have no reason to lie or midlead people, were all here for the same reason. The footage I have is of one police officer as they arrived first and run the bell. They turned up in a big van with 6 police officers. 2 men, 4 women.
On that note, if anyone has a way to access metoclorpramide UK (wrong spelling maybe) let me know, thats the only reason why the SN is still there for me..

Meto is easy to obtain in the UK - there are online pharmacies that prescribe it for nausea. Have a look.

6 officers seems a bit extreme, but there ultimately isn't much to be worried about with a welfare check.

My theory is that DMC is already bust and they've got access to all their clients. I really doubt there's anything set up to auto flag for SN purchases - there are plenty of legitimate reasons to buy it and the funding just isn't there.

Still, doesn't change much as a welfare check is just that - a check.
 

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