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Sep 26, 2021
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Don't rlly wanna watch video though :( Can someone tell me if I made the cut? I also honestly always wanted to make the cut into one of these.

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DeathByBananabread

DeathByBananabread

Carol Kohl
Dec 30, 2025
86
I just scanned through the video (I'm not watching this shit) & I can't see too many average users in particular highlighted besides just, like, screencaps of the forum running across the screen to fill up space. OP was correct though in that usernames are uncensored. This server has a private forum & a private chat we should maybe consider using more often.

Every single time one of these videos is made there's a huge influx of new users as people determined enough to die are determined enough to find the actual name of this website, even if it goes unnamed. I found this website through Tantacrul's video. Obviously I don't consider this a bad thing but like, I wonder if the Youtubers covering this, who do consider suicide a shame, really & fully realize they are leading their audience(s) here. It doesn't seem like something they've entirely considered or thought-through & even with Youtubers I respect I can only see videos like this as an attempt to profit off suicidal people on an interesting website that makes for a juicy topic.

Also, seems like he put the same level of effort into this video as every other one he's made.
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nummie

nummie

Chronically silly
Feb 24, 2023
19
Honestly this community made me realise that suicide is hard af to achieve.
I just scanned through the video (I'm not watching this shit) & I can't see too many average users in particular highlighted besides just, like, screencaps of the forum running across the screen to fill up space. OP was correct though in that usernames are uncensored. This server has a private forum & a private chat we should maybe consider using more often.

Every single time one of these videos is made there's a huge influx of new users as people determined enough to die are determined enough to find the actual name of this website, even if it goes unnamed. I found this website through Tantacrul's video. Obviously I don't consider this a bad thing but like, I wonder if the Youtubers covering this, who do consider suicide a shame, really & fully realize they are leading their audience(s) here. It doesn't seem like something they've entirely considered or thought-through & even with Youtubers I respect I can only see videos like this as an attempt to profit off suicidal people on an interesting website that makes for a juicy topic.

Also, seems like he put the same level of effort into this video as every other one he's made.
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Me too, when i heard about tantacrul's vid i was able to easily find the website and joined. Im still alive and i havent really seen anyone promoting suicide like the videos described. If anything, i was discouraged from some of the methods i thought of and that prevented me from making any stupid decisions to end my life.
I really do like how this is a shame free forum where i can rant, chat and seek help. This is something i didnt get with family and friends. Id be pretty upset if this site were to be taken down, im even using a vpn since access is blocked in my country
 
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meiherasayuri

meiherasayuri

Member
Nov 27, 2025
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If you want to talk about the forum, at least don't derail the topic by talking about the founders being incels He went way off-topic; if he wanted to talk about incels, he should have done it in another video. I don't censor usernames; I even think,It was somewhat racist regarding the nationality of one of the founders; in short, it's clear he just wanted to put on a show. It did attract more people to the forum, though.(Sorry if some things sound strange, I'm using a translator)
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
425
Can someone tell me if I made the cut? I also honestly always wanted to make the cut into one of these.
Is that a pun wrt your username?

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If so,well done.😌
 
AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

Empty, medicated shell of a human
Aug 20, 2022
249
Thing is, we will always be freaks in the eyes of these people. I've found more camaraderie here than anywhere else my entire life. Many of us here won't live to see old age, or the hell that this world is slowly becoming.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
520
Considering I haven't received a notification from a mod about my personal info, I'm hoping that I didn't make the cut
 
saikou

saikou

もう疲れた
Feb 8, 2026
8
pissed me off. "DEATH CULT WEBSITE", the general public has such a narrow view of mental health issues, especially severe mental illness. i don't understand what people hope to achieve with videos or stories or articles like this. the memeing on heavy topics is also gross as fuck
just saw someone in the comments say that sasu 'ticks off all the criteria for a cult' like what?? lmao
Honestly this community made me realise that suicide is hard af to achieve.

Me too, when i heard about tantacrul's vid i was able to easily find the website and joined. Im still alive and i havent really seen anyone promoting suicide like the videos described. If anything, i was discouraged from some of the methods i thought of and that prevented me from making any stupid decisions to end my life.
I really do like how this is a shame free forum where i can rant, chat and seek help. This is something i didnt get with family and friends. Id be pretty upset if this site were to be taken down, im even using a vpn since access is blocked in my country
hey unrelated but i love your pfp! i love takayan :)
 

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