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itsallover

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Jun 29, 2018
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I just took a whole bottle of Trileptal about 50 300 mg pills. I have no idea what it is going to do. While I wait I am going to buy my supplies to overdose on sodium nitrate in case this fails, which most likely I think it will. I am not going into a hospital because that's where they fucked up my health in the first place and why I want to die. I have been left all alone and after running around to all these doctors and trying different procedures to fix this everything has failed. I cannot take care of myself and my symptoms are completely debilitating and uncomfortable to the point I can't even watch tv comfortably. I could add some muscle relaxants to this and see what that does? I really just want a peaceful way out. If there is no help for me medically and I can't enjoy life at all with this condition that was doctor induced then why should I bother continuing on? I was looking for a rope we had in the house to try and off myself that way, but I couldn't find it. I tried hanging myself with the belt, but that failed. It has only been about half an hour and I don't feel anything yet. I'll keep you posted.
 
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I just took a whole bottle of Trileptal about 50 300 mg pills. I have no idea what it is going to do. While I wait I am going to buy my supplies to overdose on sodium nitrate in case this fails, which most likely I think it will. I am not going into a hospital because that's where they fucked up my health in the first place and why I want to die. I have been left all alone and after running around to all these doctors and trying different procedures to fix this everything has failed. I cannot take care of myself and my symptoms are completely debilitating and uncomfortable to the point I can't even watch tv comfortably. I could add some muscle relaxants to this and see what that does? I really just want a peaceful way out. If there is no help for me medically and I can't enjoy life at all with this condition that was doctor induced then why should I bother continuing on? I was looking for a rope we had in the house to try and off myself that way, but I couldn't find it. I tried hanging myself with the belt, but that failed. It has only been about half an hour and I don't feel anything yet. I'll keep you posted.
You need 100 pills also do you have benzos
 
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itsallover

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Jun 29, 2018
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No, I just took 55 20 mg of baclofen a muscle relaxant. Is that enough?
 
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blurr21

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Theres a difference between sodium nitrate and sodium nitrite please be careful..
 
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