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Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
652
I really don't want to die anymore. I don't want to leave my dog and my mom. I want to see what the future might hold.

But at the same time, everything has only gotten worse and I'm more desperate to escape the pain of loneliness than ever. I have accepted that I'm too needy to be loved, but it causes me unbearable pain.

God, I wish someone could help me. I wish the person who helped me didn't leave. I wish I was lovable. I wish someone would hold me.

I can't take it, but I'm so afraid to hang again and I don't have gun rights.

Oh god oh god oh god please help me please.
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,598
i'd give you a big hug if i could. for now just sending one through the wire...đź«‚
 
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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
142
you are loveable, just some people cant see that, im wishing the best for you
 
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Nightfoot

Mage
Aug 7, 2025
549
I'm sorry your situation feels so desperate and painful. I'm sorry you're feel unloveable. I don't know you but I feel like that's just a feeling and not a fact. I hope you can find love and peace.
 
hmnow

hmnow

Specialist
Jul 29, 2025
323
I really don't want to die anymore. I don't want to leave my dog and my mom. I want to see what the future might hold.

But at the same time, everything has only gotten worse and I'm more desperate to escape the pain of loneliness than ever. I have accepted that I'm too needy to be loved, but it causes me unbearable pain.

God, I wish someone could help me. I wish the person who helped me didn't leave. I wish I was lovable. I wish someone would hold me.

I can't take it, but I'm so afraid to hang again and I don't have gun rights.

Oh god oh god oh god please help me please.
if you need someone to talk to - I am open to that
 

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