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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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If only I would choke on being sick while asleep tonight!
No suicidal thoughts today but spent the whole evening being sick.

Fuck life!!!
 
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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
834
Your body will adjust to tramadol and you won't feel sick anymore, but then it won't affect your SI either.
 
identity0

identity0

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Sep 25, 2024
388
Sick how?

Your body will adjust to tramadol and you won't feel sick anymore, but then it won't affect your SI either.
After 2 years of taking it it still made me have an improved mood, seemed persistently helpful for me.
 
pandorasactor

pandorasactor

dead inside
Sep 23, 2024
128
I took 3 tablets of tramadol thinking that it will calm me down (not like alot like benzos). I still wanted to have control and not mess up my attempt.

Boy oh boy was that an uncomfortable day, spent thw next few hours with intense nausea and feeling like my heart would throw up. However, after the first hour it my symptoms calmed and I felt 50/50 (calm and sick). From now on, alcohol is going to be my depressant.
 
identity0

identity0

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Sep 25, 2024
388
I took 3 tablets of tramadol thinking that it will calm me down (not like alot like benzos). I still wanted to have control and not mess up my attempt.

Boy oh boy was that an uncomfortable day, spent thw next few hours with intense nausea and feeling like my heart would throw up. However, after the first hour it my symptoms calmed and I felt 50/50 (calm and sick). From now on, alcohol is going to be my depressant.
what dosage was that?
 
pandorasactor

pandorasactor

dead inside
Sep 23, 2024
128
Interesting, i never thought people would have a reaction like that to that dosage. People really have different biological reactions.
I'm really skinny lol slightly underweight too
 
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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
834
Sick how?


After 2 years of taking it it still made me have an improved mood, seemed persistently helpful for me.


I became accustomed to it quite quickly, unfortunately.
 

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